THE BADDEST PRINCIPESSA

Chapter Six - Weed

It's been a week since I told my brothers about the abuse and I could tell they looked at me differently. The looks of pity never seemed to disappear like I thought they would. As much as I hated my parents I still missed them. I know it sounds crazy but they were my whole life for 14 bloody years! How can I turn my back on them? I was such a shit daughter. I deserved every beat. I was never careful and I was never considerate about their anger problems. I always pushed them too far. I laid in my bed for hours until they were no tears left to cry.

 I quickly opened my window and reached inside my bag remembering about the weed I hid from when I first came here. I know my brothers will disapprove but I need to feel again. I sat beside my window for a few minutes until my brother came rushing in. "Holy shit" Gabriele whispered and slammed my door shut and took the weed from my hand and started smoking it. "I won't tell the others if you don't" 

Ever since then we have been smoking weed together. Kinda became a sibling bonding experience and I don't think I've ever laughed so much in my life. Turns out we have a lot in common and have a sense of humour and both love the movie Tangled. Like seriously a frying pan is the best weapon a person can have.

"Aria, I love you! You are the only person in the family who accepts my pronouns" they slurred. Gosh, I love this bastard so fucking much. "Thank you, for being the only sibling I don't want to punch" I slurred. "Well, it's not hard. Our brothers are very punchable" we giggled for hours. 

Our brothers were out for the day so it was quite easy to hide the smell. We both agreed if they said anything about our bloodshot eyes then we said we were watching Marley and Me because who cannot sob at that film. Hours water we managed to clean ourselves up and got the stink of weed off of us.

We joined arms and skipped to the dining room laughing until all our brother's eyes went towards us. "What's up with you too?" Enzo questioned.

"Oh nothing, we just had a good time bonding. You know? Typical sibling stuff?" I laughed causing Matteo to roll his eyes. He has a lot of hatred towards me and hates that his twin and I have been getting along so well and probably a tiny bit of jealousy well who can blame him I am quite amazing.

Me and Allesandro has been quite rocky since I told him I hated him. I feel slightly guilty but not that much. He yells at me a lot and i tend to yell back because you know respect goes both ways.