°•°•°burning desire°•°•°

~FIRST MEETING~

[evening: same day]

it's another lonely , quite evening as I am again surrounded by same old , hurting Q which never leave my mind nor memory . Even after coming this far , I still kept reminding myself that Lisa's death was not my fault , it wasn't , it was fate . but every time I found myself completely wrong , just because I cared for my fake parents I lost my soulmate ,the memories we shared , the moment we spent together , the bickering we did , our sweetest moments , everything about her is Immortal in my heart , she died , but she never left me , she never betrayed me instead she kept the secret that my parents r fake and that my real , biological parents died . She was always with me be it the biggest , eternal moment or heart breaking , she was always there , always

it's monsoon , drops of water r beginning to fall from up there , making patter sound when they hit the ground , causing it to loose everything and be wet , just like the leaves big heavy with drops of iternal rain and shine brightly making sparkle in everyone's eyes whosoever see it . Lisa was like that

as rain begun to fall heavily , I pulled rope to close the window , I sat on bed , wrapped around warm blanket , eyes closed gathering all the memories , from the death of Lisa to regretful memories of lee soo , the pain he gave me , the beating he used to give , the way he used to torture me , every single memory started pouring heavily , do I deserved it ? I asked myself in whisper , was I that bad ?

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drip

drip

drip

"aah , stop this plz " I begged

"is it paining y/n?'

" y-yes , it hurts plz stop it "

"I can't see u in pain baby , but u only made me do this , isn't u ?"

"I did no- aaaaah " u screamed on top of ur lungs and squinted ur eyes in pain , as another stroke of hot rod was felt over ur back , it burns , it hurts , ur back ache now and so do ur heart , its pounding fast , clenching , u lay on ground breathlessly , curling into a ball , bearing his strong kicks over ur fragile arms and stomach which makes u unconscious ,ur helpless , weak

"if I see u with him again , I swear u won't be able to see the next sunrise " with that being said he kicked ur face so hard that , there was constant flow of thick , red , liquid making its way from ur mouth down to the ground making u lie in the middle of road with pool of ur own blood , and no one to help u out , no one to carry you

u close ur eyes and the flashback starts ,

his lips making hickeys all over ur neck , harshly as if he is trying to kill the hell out of u , his teeth biting the flesh over ur neck so brutly , next his hand travel down to ur panties , pulling it down the way and finally removing it over ur knees , as u flinch by his movements . sure he is ur boyfriend and he can make out with u but ,

this is cruel ,

further his hands dig through ur core as u moan "l-lee soo" , without another warning , he enters three digits inside of u hitting ur spot harshly "aaah , stop it "

" and why should I ?" he replied abruptly , pulling his three digits in and out of ur womanhood , as u scream so loud , he is cruel , u push him as he move back and u see his fingers being coated with nothing but ur juices along with crimson red liquid

"don't touch me again , ur an asshole" next u know is ur laying on ur stomach as someone is beating u with pure rage , the strokes of sharp long object by which u was being beaten just because u didn't let ur boyfriend have sex with u , u couldn't see but but u heard two girls laughing , commenting like whore on ur weak state , as ur boyfriend beat u till u become unconscious again !!

and u wake up !!

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dream , it was a dream .

brutal dream !! ur old memories

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its been over 1 year that u left him , still ur mind was aimlessly roaming around those old , painful moments u suffered , that hits u u was so easy to target , so easy to hurt , so easy to play with!!

u hate the fact that u was so fragile back then , always wanting to help others and please ur boyfriend who just used u for his sexual needs , he used u like a punchbag to torture whenever he was angry , frustrated , crazy , mad

next u hear is mom yelling

"come downstairs y/n , JEON'S are about to arrive " after applying light blush over ur cheeks , u take a deep breathe and take a glimpse of urself being dolled up against mirror in front

forget it y/n , u have u forget it , start new life , he is no more in ur life , don't make urself suffer because of his stupid , unwanted memories

as u go downstairs and greet both the figures , mr jeon ,in a formal brown suit and with a small smile creping over his face as he took a hold of ur hand " ur so beautiful my daughter , we r glad that our son chose u " u smile back genuinely and greet mrs jeon , she smiles with whole heart and give you a half hug with kindness pouring ur heart with motherly love "I bet , we have found an angel "

you all grin at each other as mr jeon excuse himself to make a call to his son and tell him to arrive soon,

soon u see a tall figure entering the door as u all stand , black plane pants , formal black suit with white shirt beneath , broad chest , elegance on his face , smooth bangs resting over his forehead as he makes his way towards u , u see up at his face

and ur heart suddenly skipped beat , hands trembling , breathe was irregular , eyes like pop out ping pong ball

ur eyes couldn't belive , JEON JUNGKOOK! ur bunny boss is whom u gonna marry??

it was like ur soul left ur body , as ur gaze was not leaving his face , he face palmed u and the words he said next chocked the last drop of life remained inside of u

he came near , smiled sweetly " I didn't knew that I was blessed to get an angel with innocent , baby face as my wife "

he took a hold of ur trembling hand and gave it a sincere touch of his soft , tender lips

kiss!

-to be continued