wow umm
havent updated here ina while!!!!!
im on antidepressants and i am in psychotherapy 🤟🤟im trying to get better and it is very very hard
im very used to spending every waking moment hating myself and my body and wishing i could just destroy myself completely and its very hard to even ignore those wishes
i still hate my appearance a lot, but i think i go around changing it in a more healthy way
i am vegetarian now ! and i eat breakfast too
i do better skincare and i shower every other day instead of once a fortnight which is good for my skin and helping me be more confident
i acruallt showered today
even tho i didnt want toi think thinfs are getting better
maybe someone will read this and be able to see mt very gradual recovery through my gross and messed up diary entries
umm i like txt now 🤟🤟🤟
i have become more spiritual and i do yoga every morning and evening and i meditate before bed !!!!!
also big ups barley tea and match 🙇🙇
i have more friends now too !!!! im going into year ten next year and im very scared but i think it will be fun :D i will have more friends and people who share mt interests in the classes i am in
and i can study harder for my gcses instead of having to spread my focus around eighteen subjects :DD
ummm i think thats it i am doing better :) see u soon probably not !!!!