new beginnings

Chapter 64

 

I used to think that we were forever ever

And I used to say, "Never say never..."

Uggg... so she calls me up and she's like, "I still love you,"

And I'm like... "I just... I mean this is exhausting, you know, like,

We are never getting back together. Like, ever"

 

No!

 

We are never ever ever getting back together

We are never ever ever getting back together

You go talk to your friends, talk to my friends, talk to me

But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

 

We, ooh, getting back together, ohhh,

We, ooh, getting back together

 

You go talk to your friends, talk to my friends, talk to me (talk to me)

But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

"i know that's not really what happened but i was just angry so i-" she hugged me before i could finish.

"i loved it."

i smiled and hugged her back.

"let's post it." she said very enthusiastically.

i smiled and we took out my laptop and posted it and it immediately blew up.

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i was working while listening to the radio when i heard them say, "and now here's the billboard hot 100 song. hit the charts and itunes just a few hours ago and immediately skyrocketed to number one on the charts, allegedly about ex-girlfriend alison fields, here is we are never ever getting back together by taylor swift!"

the song played and i could tell it was made out of her anger.

she was going to propose to me. taylor wanted to propose to me...and now look what i did to her.

emily pov

after alison told me about what happened with the baby i was in shock. i can't get mad at her because we were broken up and divorced. it was only fair. i was still seeing carmin then.

after i realized my mistake i broke it off with carmin. i realized that all i wanted her for was sex. and i met her at one of the football game after parties.

flashback

i was drunk as hell when a hot, red headed girl walked up to me, "hey." she said.

"hey there." i replied.

"you know, for a married woman you shouldn't be drunk at a bar filled with other women."

i smirked, "who said i was married?"

she smiled, "i know who you are emily fields. married to world famous designer alison fields. i keep up baby." she said and winked.

"well. alison is across the country from me. with my daughter and alison's friend."

"uh huh. would alison mind a dance?"

i looked around, "well i think she said yes." i said and smiled.

she took my hand and led me to the dance floor.

she danced on me to the tango and then started grinding on me. i smirked as i put my hand on her ass.

"mrs. fields you are being very touchy tonight."

"well..."

"carmin." she finished.

"carmin. i am very drunk as you can see. my wife doesn't touch me anymore so i'm a little horny right now." i whispered.

she laughed, "well then horny fields. let's fix that proplem huh?"

i smiled as she took my hand and led my to a back room....

end of flashback

i sighed and held our wedding picture. alison isn't happy without taylor being around. and i heard taylor's new song...pretty angry it sounded.

i need to fix this somehow. should i talk to taylor? "em? can you help me?" 

"coming love!" i shouted and stood up, walking downstairs.

"what's up?" i asked her.

"does this salsa tast good or should i cook it more?" she asked as she lifted the wooden spoon to my lips.

i smiled and sipped it, "mmm. tastes amazing babe." i said and pecked her lips.

she smiled, "good. because it's going on our pasta. TY! DINNER!" she shouted down the stairs.

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selena pov

"tay no. stop. alison should understand. i love the song. it's amazing." i said and grabbed her hand.

she looked at me and smiled.

"thanks sel. that means a lot coming from you."

i smiled and looked out to the wall.

"tay...before alison...did you ever have feelings for another girl?" i asked slowly.

she looked at me curiously, "why? do you have feelings for a girl?"

"maybe. well yeah. i do. for a while now. she just doesn't see me as that..." i said and trailed off.

she smiled, "i'm sure if you talk to her about it she does. have you known her for long?"

i nodded, "yeah. for a really long time. like more than 15 years actually."

"wow. sounds like a serious friendship. well has it ever come up before? do you have any clue if she um...likes you back?" she asked.

"well she recently got out of a relationship and it was a pretty serious one too. and she would talk to me about it and it would kill me because...i'm in love with her and she just doesn't realize that i am in love with her..."

"well selena i think you need to tell this girl. if you love her this much then you need to tell her."

i nodded and took a deep breath.

"okay. i will."

she smiled.

"taylor i'm in love with you."

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woah! those taylena feels at the end?! haha review and comment!

~stay fearless~

caleigh <13