MCU SMUT/FLUFF (MxM) (Requests Open)

How its meant to be (Stucky 😩💞💗💕)

(A/n A.U where steve didn't return in endgame and didn't come back as an old mf after spending his life with that bitch Peggy. (<-- jokes))

Three months.

Three long fucking months. Steve had been gone that long. I didn't know how to sleep, eat or even function anymore. I had just gotten him back.

After being gone for god knows how long, I was back. And then he went missing when he went back to return all the things they had taken from the past. I still didn't understand what they did to bring me and the others back, but I honestly hadn't cared.

Because I was back, and it would finally be me and Steve. The two of us. I would finally be able to tell him my feelings. Those feelings I had pent up with me even back in the war. The feelings that had persisted even though Hydra's brainwashing.

Fuck.

I let out a sigh and readjusted my pillow. The nights were getting too long.

-

When I woke up, everything felt different. The atmosphere in my room felt more like home. More like...

I opened my eyes and realized I was in bed. But, it wasn't my bed. Well, at least it used to be. Everything seemed so familiar.

The slight dryness in the room, the light filtering from the windows, everything was just like it used to be.

I stood up and examined the room, the mattress squeaking as it did. The drawer beside the photo of me, Steve and my mom. I opened the draw and flipped through the neatly folded clothes and found a pack of cigarettes at the bottom.

That proved everything I needed to know.

"Buck." His voice said behind me. It had his slight rasp to it, and behind every word, I felt something deeper.

"You really did take all the stupid with you," I said, my eyes stinging with tears, but my voice still strong.

"I'm sorry I was gone so long." That was all he could let out after a long second of silence.

"I... I decided to reflect on my life after I returned everything. I went through different times and eventually, I stumbled upon one single moment that caught my attention."

I turned and all my doubts were finally shot down. Steve was there in front of me. In all his glory.

"It was the night before you left. I saw you write a letter-"

"Oh."

And my whole world froze. The letter. The letter that I confessed my feelings for him in.

I stood frozen in the spot. Barely moving. My breath was silent and my heart beating loudly.

But I was brought back to reality when a pair of soft, but dry lips connected with mine(¹). Steve kissed me.

He fucking kissed me. I had almost turned to a fucking puddle if I hadn't started to kiss back.

The kiss was filled with love, but deep down a feeling of uncertainty lingered in my stomach.

I pulled back.

"That was-"

I cut steve off.

"Amazing."

He looked into my eyes and the most beautiful smile spread across his face.

"You little runt," I playfully put my hand on his chest.

"That felt so good. I never realized you felt the same. God, I had all these feelings boiling inside me, and when I saw what you wrote, I couldn't help myself. I hate being greedy, but couldn't -"