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Twenty

Warning: this chapter contains sensitive stories about abusing so if you are easily got scared or didn't feel comfortable reading about abusing skip this one

Chapter 20:

"If you're going to tease me about that I am going to clean this" Jihyo pointing the dishes

"I am sorry, I will stop I just can't believe that you're not aware of it," Sana said

"I understand, so tell me how did your father abuse you?" Jihyo asked

"Do you mind if I removed this?" Sana pointing at her hoodie

"Why would you remove it?" Jihyo asked widen eyes

"I thought you want to know how my father abused me?" Sana said

"Uh... Ah... Okay" Jihyo said her cheeks is still red

"Why your cheek is flush?" Sana smirked

"I... I am not" Jihyo defend herself

Sana removed her hoodie leaving her sports bra on

Jihyo gasped and cover her mouth

"Oh my God!" Jihyo mumbled when she completely see Sana's body full of scars, from small ones into the big ones

"These scars have their different stories" Sana looking at her scars

Marks of my nightmares Sana thought

"This one on my right abdomen-- I got this when I want to go out of our house and play with our neighbors but my dad didn't let me so I sneak out, but I got caught and punished he used his golf to spank me I run and end beaten up hardly" Sana caressing her scar

"This one is when my dad has an important meeting but I end up causing trouble because of my clumsiness I bumped into the waiter and the waiter poured the food to my the man that my dad talking to, after the meeting he beat me and got this scar

"This one is when I tried to escape because he locked me in our basement because he has a meeting with the president of Japan. To avoid conflict but I tried to escape using the small window then I got this scratch" Sana pointing the small scars

"And this one, this one was on his birthday. My cousin bullied me calling me names and because I was wearing dress that day but I am an intersex, my cousin and I fought that night. He spanks me using his belt unfortunately the metal of his belt landed on my skin that's why I have this kind of scar" Sana chuckled it's like a sculpture of a belt on her skin

"Most of my scars are because of my dad, every time I commit mistakes he will beat me, lock me, or starve me to death

Maybe that is the reason why I am like this, workaholic and perfectionist because I am afraid to commit mistakes because mistakes has painful consiquence

I can take all the pain physically but what I can't take and let it slide every time he said that I killed my mother" Sana lower her head and wear her hoodie

"It was my birthday back then when that massive nightmare happened to me, my dad is busy that day because again he has an important meeting with important people, more important than me

I understand it tho, he called me a freak, not normal, a monster because I was born with a woman body, with a penis

I never felt that I have a father ever since I was a child. And it worsens when my mom died

It's because of my birthday they fought that night, my dad hurt my mom so I run to her, trying to stop him, beg him. But he pushed me and starts to beat me up again. My mom tried to stop him and all I know is my mom fell on our stairs and soak in her blood" Sana finished her story

"When my mom died, another nightmare came that when my dad goes in the bar or somewhere when he got home he smells alcohol and start to beat me, and blamed me because my mom's death

He called me a murderer, I grow up like a robot. What he wants I follow if I don't he will beat me and lock me again without food or water at least

On my high school day, he enrolled me in this kind of society where at a young age you will learn how to battle or fight. I was so scared that time and I told him I can't do that but he never listen

At my college, I met Jimin he is from here in Seoul my dad met him at I dancing competition. At first, I thought I can have a friend who is the same age as me and he is under with my dad like me but I was wrong

He--- he is the one who tells my dad all the things I do in school. He made my image dirty

But I understand, after all, he is dad's pet. It's like he is the child my dad wants that he can't see to me I was jealous that time how can my father trust someone he just met at some competition?

That easily?

Why can't he see that I am trying to do what he wants for me? That I am doing my best to meet his standards?

I got sick of the situation and pack the things I can get I don't carry much just a backpack and my savings and that picture of me and my mom" Sana pointed the frame

But not so long ago, my dad came and forced me to come with him to Japan because it was my mom's death anniversary and where I met my plastic relatives who are looking down on me every time they see me----

"Why? I mean look at you now. You're successful even you run away you made your own name here in Seoul" Jihyo said full of pity towards Sana

"I don't know and to be honest I don't care about their opinion. All they want is to make themselves powerful, all they care about is wealth, power. That is their perfect world

And ever since my mom died, no one loves me, no one took care of me again, no one cares about me, no one protects me" Sana said

"Now tell me do you want to be my friend?" Sana asked Jihyo

Jihyo didn't answer her instead she asked a question she badly want to know

"Tell me why you asked for two weeks more before you signed my resignation," Jihyo said

"It's because I want to prove to myself that you're like other people. You're not kind, you won't do anything for your loved ones, you're selfish. You have your evil too" Sana said

"But I was wrong, you're not like other people that I met before, you're different to them so I am letting you quit your job. I will send you a bonus salary to your bank account." Sana stands up

"Where are you going?" Jihyo asked

"Open the door, because you are going to leave. Once you step out of my door you would not tell anything about my life to others" Sana said

"What if I do?" Jihyo challenge her and walked in front of Sana

Sana lean forward and level her eyes on Jihyo

Jihyo was a trap on by the door

"You will regret it I am not Minatozaki for nothing" Jihyo stumbled because of the suddenly opened door

"Goodbye Ms. Park," Sana said and closed the door

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There are 20 chapters for now. Thank you for understanding! I'm preparing for my board exam that's why I am very busy right now.

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