SATAN Starts With S

Fourty

Chapter 40

"Last time I saw you, you were in your house, how could you end up here?" Sana clenched her fist talking to her father lying on the hospital bed

It's been 4 months last time she saw her father, she didn't follow what Jihyo told her, talk to her father. Not until Mr. Tanaka called her early in the morning that her father had a heart attack.

"How could you" Sana fighting not to let her tears fall

Her father looks weak, tired, stressed he doesn't look like the bad father she grew with

Sehun didn't respond because he is sleeping.

"Get up, you should watch how happy I am right now, watch me achieve my dream, watch me make my own name, watch me stand tall against Minatozaki Clan" Sana bite her lower lips and feel a warm liquid came from her left eyes

"Y..... You can't---- you" Sana sobing in mess, can't even complete her sentence "you can't just leave me here," Sana said "I... I don't... I don't want you to leave me for---- for good" Sana kneeled and buried her face on her father's hospital bed

"Mom" Sana cried like she is calling her mother every time she is hurt, every time she is scared, every time she needs someone to pacify her

Jihyo wasn't there for her, because once she received the call she didn't have time to inform her girlfriend that is in the middle of a conference for  launching her book a week from now

That was 10 hours ago, she must be worried about Sana.

She should be there because it's was her girlfriend, she should be there supporting her for her first book

But she knows that Jihyo will understand. She always does.

"Ms. Minatozaki," someone said

Sana saw Mr. Tanaka " I didn't mean to interrupt you, but the doctor needs you to sign the papers for your father's operation," Mr. Tanaka said

Sana wiped her tears

"You know what? You look exactly your father" Mr. Tanaka said once they are out of the room

Sana didn't speak, she is waiting for what Mr. Tanaka will say that she knows might hurt her more.

"You two wanted to look strong at the outside but when you are alone with your thoughts? You lost it" Mr. Tanaka said "like you are asking the universe why you cannot control the things that uncontrollable in the first place"

Sana thought Mr. Tanaka was right. She is like that, most of the time not until she met her girlfriend that makes everything easier for her now

"I was there when you left, I was there every time," he added

Sana knows, Sana remembers how Mr. Tanaka tried every time to stop her father from hurting her.

"I don't want to overboard, your father, he may be a bad guy, but he loves you, he has his own way of showing it. He wanted you to be strong, he wanted you to stand tall for your own good, he likes to push you on your limits even he knows that you will despise him. He wanted you to be strong because when he left when he reunited with your mother he is confident that you will carry his legacy, you will be strong and brave to face everyone, everything" Mr. Tanaka said, there are numerous tears falls from her eyes and she is tired on wiping it because it couldn't stop even how many times she tries, even her tears she can't control it and she hates it

"When you left, he almost lost it. For the second time, I saw him cried. First when your mother died second when you left." Mr. Tanaka added

"Why are you saying these to me now?" Sana stop and looked forward to Mr. Tanaka