My Upside Down Life

Thoughts

Pandavs moved to kunti's room to meet her , but they got to know that she fainted at arena . All went to meet her after she gained consciousness.

"Mata why have you fainted" Nakul asked her suddenly which made Kunti off guard.

"Nothing putr I just saw brothers fighting Among themselves it's just I strained my brain more" kunti tried to smile while saying so but Arjun and yudhisthir understood there was something else beneath that strained smile

"You know mata that angraj is so weird he fought with bhrata Arjun like ace enemy at last he embraced him like a elder brother and went away," Nakul said scratching his head not being able to understand what has just happened

"Angraj??" Kunti exclaimed

"Ha ma that karn who fought with bhrata today became angraj, Duryodhan gave that kingdom as a gift of friendship to him tough he refused but Shakuni mamashree made him accept then" Nakul said in a not so interesting tone

"Mata you should have seen bhrata Arjun's face when angraj hugged him he opened his mouth as wide as a person can fit into it" sahadev teased him

Arjun snapped his head towards sahadev and gave a tight punch on his back "aghh bhrata why are you behaving as bhrata bheem" sahadev yelled at once

"Then why are you teasing me idiot I admit I was a bit shocked seeing the person who acted so maturely , who challenged me and others suddenly behaved as four year old kid what to do I am surprised I thought he will taunt me after defeating me and feel proud of his victory but instead he said that even he doesn't know from where will his arrows come said me to be aware" Arjun said with a bit smile on her face

Kunti was feeling happy that her first born didn't envy his brothers but didn't know will he accept her or not but what bheem said next made her frown

"He by luck won today Arjun or else how can a sutputra beat you that to in archery no not a chance" bheem said making yudhisthir and kunti frown

"Bheem you have no right to criticise them on their caste what if you were in his position won't you feel bad like he does" kunti asked him but bheem was adamant

"I would never be in his position because I am kunti putr and he is sutputra" bheem said arrogantly

"He is jyesth kaunteya bheem my eldest son" she thought to herself and sighed

"Bheem he is our  Praja and as royals it is our responsibility to look after our people not to taunt them now what is there difference between you and Duryodhan he used to taunt all five of you saying you were vanvasis and now you to are doing the same at least Duryodhan has shown some humanity , have i brought up you like this" kunti said in anger couldn't bear her eldest son's insults that to in front of her

She stood and went away to temple , to share her problems with god . Bheem looked depressed for making her mother hurt . All pandavs didn't knew what to do they never saw her mother being hurt by their actions but today they hurt her , they immediately went near her and apologised for what they said , Kunti couldn't hold her anger for long seeing her children but her heart is earning to embrace her first born . She shed tears remembering how she left him in river ganga

On other side

           Gandhari was so happy, she didn't knew why but her instincts were saying that she had some connections with karn . After so many years some one noticed her who was hidden behind the blindfold and her husband's shadow. She had many sons but still no one bothered to make her feel special when ever she saw Kunti she felt jealous the way her sons cared for her the way he made her feel special not that she doesn't consider pandavs as her sons but she didn't feel wanted in someone's life . For her husband she was a heir giving machine, for children she was nothing but a namesake mother tough she tried to give them love but never got that back the way she wanted. Queen of Hastinapur, blinded herself for making her husband not to feel low of himself but never could get that love and affection from him.

             But today some unknown gave her the love and care which she craved for , as a mother , as a person she felt she has some importance in someone's life . She was very excited to meet him next day at coronation.

Many thoughts were filled in both the mother's mind one was grieving for her mistakes and cursing herself and one was beaming to receive happiness which was written in her pages of fate

To be continued:::::::::::::::::::;;;;;::::::::::::::

I know small chapter hai but sorry actually my wattpad again got into some trouble for which I had to delete and reinstall it and kadbad hogaya chapter tho save hi nahi huva tha

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