shosen konna mono sa tsubuyaita

kareta hoho ni tsutau dareka no namida

Fate that allowed us to meet

The darkness interrupts countless and relentless time

"So this is how it is..." I murmured

Somebody's tears flow down dried cheeks

All we gotta do Just be friends

It's time to say goodbye Just be friends

All we gotta do Just be friends

Just be friends Just be friends...

kidzuitanda kinou no naida yoru ni

ochita kaben hiroiageta to shite

mata saki modoru koto ha nai

sou te no hira no ue no chiisana shi

bokura no jikan wa tomatta mama

I realized at yesterday's quiet night

That even if I pick up the fallen flower leaves

It won't bloom back to its original form

The small death on top of my hands

Our time is frozen still

omoidasu yo hajimete atta kisetsu wo

kimi no yasashiku hohoemu kao wo

ima wo kakko ni oshiyatte futari kizutsuku kagiri kizutsuita

bokura no kokoro wa toge darake da

I remembered the season when we first met

And your sweetly smiling face

I push the present to the past and received the scars that we both got

Our hearts are full of thorns

omokurushiku tsudzuku kono kankei de

kanashii hodo kawaranai kokoro

aishiteru no ni hanare gatai no ni

boku ga iwanakya

Even in this frustratingly continuing relationship

I sadly can't change my heart

I was loving you, I didn't want to be apart from you

But I have to say it

kokoro ni doshaburi no ame ga

bouzen shouzen shikai mo kemuru

kakugo shiteta hazu no sono itami

sore demo tsuranukareru kono karada

The rain that pours on my heart

Dazed and terrified, even my vision is blurry

I anticipated the hurt

But my body can't move

futari wo tsunaideta kizuna

hokorobi hodoke nichijou ni kieteku

sayonara aishita hito koko made da

mou furimukanai de arukidasunda

Fate that connected us

Becomes undone and disappears into everyday life

Goodbye my loved one... This is the end

Now we look go on without looking back

ichido dake ichido dake

negai ga kanau no naraba

nando demo umarekawatte

ano hi no kimi ni ai ni iku yo

Once more, once more

If my wish can come true

I want to be reborn many times

I'll go and meet you from that day

koe wo karashite sakenda

hankyou zankyou munashiku hibiku

hazusareta kusari no sono saki wa

nani hitotsu nokotte ya shinai kedo

I shouted until my voice was dry

The echo reverberates in the empty air

Although there was nothing left

After the chains were removed

futari wo tsunaideta kizuna

hokorobi hodoke nichijou ni kieteku

sayonara aishita hito koko made da

mou furimukanai de arukidasunda

Fate that connected us

Becomes undone and disappears into everyday life

Goodbye my loved one... This is the end

Now we look go on without looking back

kore de oshimai sa

This is the end

Just be friends

As the song ended, M/n sobbed to himself. From the song he listen when he was in heartbreak ended to be a song that will be reminding him of the friend that he lost.

-

The funeral ended. He got to see Tsukishima's loving face one last time. He was the only one left there. Well that is if he assumed. He felt a light tap on his shoulder . He turned around to see Maruo who was weakly smiling. "Here, he wanted you to have this." She handed out a letter and left.

He slowly opened it there he saw words all written in nice typewriter fonts. 'So it was for me?'

He began to read

Dear M/n,

You might now know why you have received the letter. Even though I am no longer with you, please continue writing the next chapter of your story without me. It might be hard, but I know you can do it. The M/n I know is a strong person even though after being hurt by so many times. I really do apologise for that time. I just wanted for you to know that I love you to the moon and back, I will never forget all the things we've been through. If there is a chance for me to have another life, I would really want to see you again. Whats left to say for me is that. Thanks..for everything, for bring there for me, for being my friend, for spoiling me with shortcake and most of all, for letting me love you.

Sincerely,

Kei Tsukishima

Tear drops feel on the paper. He couldn't hold it in anymore. He knows that he wont see Tsukishima again, but why is he still feeling like there is still hope? He broke down and began to cry.

He then suddenly heard footsteps. He turned only to see Kageyama, also with teary eyes. M/n got up and ran to hug him. "Why did it had to be him. I should've been me...Kageyama please don't leave me too...I cant with anything anymore." Kageyama tried to calm M/n down in which he succeeded. "Wherever he is. He's always with us. As long as we never let him go.

-

Years have passed. Every time when it was his birthday he would receive a letter from Tsukishima. Though he knows that he wasn't there anymore but he still feels that he is, somewhere far. He was now married with Kageyama and adopted two beautiful children.

He had now just finished reading the letter from Tsukishima for his 35th birthday. He will never forget the blonde. Not ever.

"Thanks..."

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