Who Are You? ((ZANECHAN FIC REUPLOAD))

Chapter 8- Forlorn

Hey KC!

So my dad and my brothers are all going to be away for Saturday night this weekend and I was thinking of having a couple of friends over for a sleepover! Can you come?

That sounds like fun Katelyn~Sama! (^o^)/

I'll be there!

Awesome! I'll make some special treats for us, my dad has this great recipe that I've been wanting to try.

Anyway, I'll send you the deets later, k?

Sounds great!

{March 19th 8:31pm} Group chat between Blueberry Princess and Cupcake Queen and Aphmau~Senpai <3

That was fun, thank you Aphmau~Senpai and Katelyn~Sama! <3333

Np I had heaps of fun :3

Yeah, except for the whole incident with Travis and Garroth. I still don't understand what they were doing up in that tree.

Yeah... at least we got to play a fun game with them though!

Very true Aphmau~Senpai! Sorry we didn't get time to play truth or dare. I know you really wanted to :(

Hehe, don't worry about it Kawaii~Chan.

Next time.

Anyway, I need to finish of some homework for school tomorrow. This maths test I'm revising for will be the death of me LOL.

Haha, good luck! Kasey is trying to tell me something so I better go too.

See you both tomorrow!

Night!

Night.

{March 22th 11:31pm} PM between Zane Ro'Maeve and Where for art thou Nana?

Nana look Im sorry

I don't know what to do

The shadow knights have rejected me completely, they'll never accept me now

I messed up really bad

With you

And well...

I miss you

{March 22th 11:42pm} PM between Zane Ro'Maeve and Where for art thou Nana?

Every day is a struggle knowing theres no messages from you or any future conversations to look forward to.

Im so alone

But don't come back out of pity, I don't deserve that, I don't deserve your pity.

{March 23rd 9:08am} PM between Zane Ro'Maeve and Her

Good to know im still your second choice

That's not what I meant

Sure

Nana im selfish

Im a selfish jerk

I never did and never will deserve your friendship

Just know it means so much to me that you gave me a chance to begin with

Im sorry

Im sorry I didn't listen

Im sorry I didn't... yknow, empathise before I went and made my dumb decisions

I guess weve established im bad at that shit

And yea, sorry if I just broke the unsaid no swearing rule of our chat

But it's a really shitty thing that ive done.

So im sorry

{March 23rd 3:05pm} PM between Zane Ro'Maeve and Her

Irene you can dish out a paragraph and a half

Sorry

Stop saying that

s*rry

{April 5th 10:26am} PM between Zane Ro'Maeve and What is Love

Thanks for the truffles

Notes:

This was very hard to write

Very

very

Hard

Angst messes with me, especially when I can't write it in my usual style (style? I guess I just mean my meaningless flow of consciousness I often splurt out and make into one-shots and drabbles)

Incase yall didn't know, I make a lot of references to PDH episodes and minigames in this fic. I frequently rewatch old Aphmau vids so I'm bursting with references I'm dying to make. This one in particular is very strongly linked to a murder minigame video called 'Spying Travis- Angry Katelyn'.

Thanks for reading!

Love,

~Wishful