WHERE DO WE GO FROM HERE ?

CHAPTER 32

the chapter starts in flashback Naira opening the letter which was stuffed under all the things unknowingly her hands were shivering and tears had marked the entrance on her face 🥺 She opened the letter and trying her best to go away from that blurry vision  which was the effect of the tears she opened it and started reading it it was a series of pages stapled up together ;

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Pal.. do pal.. ki hi kyun hai zindagi
Is pyar ko hai sadiyan kaafi nahin

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First page ; the letter was to akshara 

Hii akshara I don't know why I am writing it but I feel way to alone right now way too betrayed and way to ashamed why because our  daughter who was once my princess cheated on her husband with her boss why did she  do that akshara why ? we taught her good things na we gave her such a good raising then why and she she just left left again akshara is it my fault maybe it is I should have known her intentions why did she do something like that the first go did not she loved Kartik ? Did she not fulfilled her desire..s by him that she needed another one how cheap is that I know I am talking about my daughter my princess somewhere in my heart I strongly refuse to believe it and that she cheated but I don't know naksh told me that she had left everyone maybe she ran away with her boss no one knows only thing I know is that she made Kartik suffered a lot I see him cry everyday he asks me forgiveness that he questioned my Naira  but every time I tell him that he did right he just goes off ignoring me !! I seriously feel that I should suicide and come to you we will live a happy peaceful life there ..won't we?

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To khuda se maang loon
Mohlat main ek nayi
Rehna hai bas yahan
Ab door tujh se jana nahin..

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End of the first letter 💔🥺

naira pov 

This letter papa did not trust me why papa why did you do that you really think that I cheated on him on my Kartik whom I loved to eternity I still love him now papa and I did not ran away with that Mihir I ran away for my child papa my and Kartik's Child our symbol of love but technically everything is proved wrong be it now or then 

naira pov ends 

she opened the second letter and it also did broke her heart into pieces which could never be healed ; 

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Jo tu mera hai

Jo tu mera humdard hai

Suhana har dard hai..
Jo tu mera humdard hai

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second letter ; 

i am here once again i know but this time i am actually sorry i am regretting what i did or what i wrote in the previous letter i did a mistake by not trusting my daughter how i got to know what had happened was i saw kartik crying everyday badly which made me realise that it was he guilty of his mistake and not by daughter she must be feeling betrayed right now by me by everyone . i remember the last time she left us and went to rishikesh it was because she thought that we lacked trust in her and i guess it was true wasn't it but i seriously do hate her for one thing as to why she runs away every time why i know the fault is ours but she shouldn't have just left right?!! i dont know if she ever comes in front of me i bet she will have 2 slaps from me for running everytime and leaving me all alone to suffer for the family to suffer why naira why did you do this i can't live without you princess when i realised that i did not trust you i suicided luckily naksh saved me by getting me right in the hospital but your fathers needs you right nw princess after your mumma it was you who took care of me like her ... i miss you naira i hope you are fine .. 💔🥺

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Teri muskuraahatein hain taakat meri
Mujhko inhee se ummid milee
Chahe kare koi sitam yeh jahan..

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end of letter two  

while naira had no words to describe how she was feeling at this time she was numb to react the word suicide had hovered her mind in such a way that she was not able to think about anything else she was just quiet blaming herself for this having a fear that she could loose his father and that too just because of her it killled her from inside knowing that she was the cause of his sufferings , his king's sufferings , the person who took care of her supported her through everytime was on the death floor just because of her and this was the guilt which was carried upon her shoulders which couldn't be lessen but everytime gets more and more . it is said right that guilt is the worst demon to bear because it strangling  you from the inside of your body ..that was what she was going through ...💔

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Inmein hi hai sada hifazat meri
Zindghani badi khoobsurat huyi
Jannat ab aur kya hogi kahin

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FLASHBACK ENDS 

while kartik shook naira off (the whole flashback was not her narrating it it was going inside her mind) 

 "naira kya hua kahaan kho gayi ",said kartik

while naira comes out of her thought and wiped of the lone tear which flowed through her eyes 

"naira kya hua ",said kartik

 "huh kuch kuch nahi chalon why did you stop the car ",said naira

" nahi naira there is something you were just quiet for like about half an hour kya huak bataogi"said kartik

 "kartik hamien chalna chahiye we will get late ",said naira

 "nahi we won't naira dekho you know na you can tell me i know it's related to papa naira..what is in your mind tell me i am there for you",said kartik

"kartik...papa he is in this condition because of me right he ..suicided..because of me right? ",said naira

" you..know about it?",said kartik

"that means i am the cause right?"said naira

" nahi naira you are not the cause its me my fault agar mein tumse voh sawaal nahi poochta toh shayad yeh kuch nahi hota right dont blame yourself naira its not your fault ",said kartik

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Jo tu mera humdard hai
Jo tu mera humdard hai
Suhana har dard hai...
Jo tu mera humdard hai

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precap: will kaira reconcile?!! will naira share her pain? naitik to meet naira ? 

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hey peeps !! that's it for this chapter . hope you like the chapter and if you did don't forget to vote and comment!!! 

Bye and lots of love <3