Another Hate Love Story

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"On party night, I was only trying to make you feel jealous by dancing with her, because I was noticing your typical wife like behaviour and I was enjoying that, my intentions weren't lust full towards Mansi... I was just teasing you.. But I hurt you instead of making you jealous" I confessed and she again became angry.

"So it means you can start an affair with her or anyone else just to make me jealous"

Oh God.. Its difficult to handle her

"Never in the rest of my life" I said seriously and she huffed, "Once I saw you and Mansi hugging, that too in front of our home... What was that?" She questioned and I remembered about that night.

"Mansi had broke up with her boyfriend, she was upset and wanted to spend time with me, I just hug her as a friend nothing else." I said everything truth. And she glare me again, she wasn't trusting me anymore..

"After her breakup Mansi wanted me to get back to her, but I clearly refused... Since that time she was kinda blackmailing me to inform you about my past relationship with her, but when I didn't go to her back he informed you about the past.. It she wasn't anything to, except a friend.. Whatever I did I wasn't in love with her... I didn't had any emotional attachment with her... "

" Trust me Sara" I held her hand between mine

"Forgive me... I swear to Allah... I am regretting for those three months... I never did anything wrong other than this... At that time I was blind by my lust and desires... Moreover I was away from home, no one was there to keep an eye on me where I'm going and when I'm going back home, or even coming back or not.. I'm sorry... Please forgive me.." I pleaded and she sobbed. I saw the same broken girl whom I had saw on her father's demise.

At the time she was all alone and she looked at me with hopeful eyes but this time I didn't find that hopefulness in her eyes, maybe I had break the glasses of her hopes.

I hate myself for this...

Sometimes I feel guilty because I was the reason of her tears..

"I hate you Adnaan" She cried and said in whispered but she wasn't angry anymore, she was hurt and I had to heal her heart because only I was the reason behind those wounds which were paining her.

Holding her arm I pulled her towards me and she collided with my chest. Wrapping my both arms around her ribs I took her in my embrace.

"I hate you" she cried on my chest and I kissed her head.

"No, you don't" I whispered and maintain my position, I was sitting resting my back with headboard and she was in my arms crying on my chest.

"Yes, I do." She asserted and I smiled sadly... She was crying on my chest because of my disloyalty and past affair, was their any other evidence of her pure love towards me?

"No dear.. You don't hate me.." I whispered and close my eyes, I was feeling peaceful due to her closeness.

"But you love me" I added and she shook her head.

"No I don't.."

"Yes you do.. I know you do" I whispered and she looked up with tears in her eyes.

"I know you love me" I kissed her forehead and she keep watching me for a good moment and then two precious pearls rolled out from the inner corner of her eyes.