Another Hate Love Story

31.

A mug of hot coffee with a cheating of chocolate in it can make everything feel better.

Isn't it?

Yumm... 

The Very first sip had power to make all my tiredness away, opening the balcony door I took a deep breath in to pamper my soul. A hit of cold breeze give me shivers with realisation that winter was going to knock on our doors very soon. Taking another sip I smiled at the wild doves and their soft coos.

I was able to hear its coos every morning as the beautiful pair of dove had builds a nest in our balcony but that day their voice was seems more pleasant to listen.

Don't know why?

The Sun was taking its leave from skyline and spreading a faint yellow, orange and pink tinge to the sky, like a child had thrown many colours on his canvas carelessly.

  I could feel the fresh fragrance of Grilled corn coming from a small stall, which was built near the gate of out society.

Reading the next paragraph from the novel which I was holding in left hand I smiled.. Don't know why?

Nothing was new, neither sky, birds nor my coffee... But a feeling.

I was feeling complete, I never expected to feel like this after getting married to that Bandar, but I was feeling the most strange feeling of my life.

After reading so many novels I got to know that love is the most beautiful feeling of this world, but only reading literature didn't gave me the chance to feel it.

But now I could feel this!
Yes! Love is the most beautiful feeling of this world! If I could feel good in presence of that idiot, then I could say love is a magic.

Not magic but black magic Which can push you towards those boundaries which you never wanted to cross. Since childhood I hated Adnaan, but only I knew that a tiny part of mine always love him, though that feeling wasn't strong moreover Adnaan's cold behaviour towards me never let that feeling bloom.

But our destiny had different plans! I never thought of this man as my husband, he was the most annoying person ever but now I like his annoying acts, I love to tease him and wait him to make my fun.

Am I crazy?

Or its better to say that I'm becoming crazy with passing time! Adnaan's every action was irritating, even he himself is a synonym of irritation but my love towards him making me enjoy his irritating acts.

Though in the beginning he was a devil but not now, he's changed himself to a small extent, not completely.

Today he called me to inform that he will come back late from office as he has to do some extra work, and I'm  standing in the balcony waiting for my husband like an over obedient indian wife but he was nowhere.

My sore feet were begging me to take rest for sometime but my round the twist heart was demanding to stay stand for him.

Yes, I was missing him!

I should be angry on myself to lose my heart for that plonker jerk, but.. What can I do? It was pretty much late to think about it, but I will never let him know about my feelings otherwise he will tease me for the rest of my life. I will wait him to confess his love. Busy in my thoughts I was watching the beautiful sky when I was shock up with a loud of "Boommm". The novel fell down from my hand as so the empty mug.

"Are you mad?" Turning back I shouted placing my hand on my heart which was beating ten times faster than normal, and he laughed on my condition. For a good two minutes my hands and legs were shaking and my whole frame was numb like someone had blast a bomb on my head. I don't know when he came back because I didn't notice him arriving, maybe I was too much occupied in the beauty of nature and my feelings.