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Losing the Dream, Loving you (living the dream losing you part two)

"Honey, please don't do this" he sighed

"Don't do what Ian? State your exact words back to you?"

"Y/N that was three- three years ago Ian I know but those words have haunted me ever since you walked out on me because... I-I just wanted to beg you that day... to stay there beg you to love me...." I interrupted him

"I didn't realize how badly I hurt you Y/N"

"That's because you only ever think about yourself Ian ever since high school" I cried "I never told you how bad you hurt me because I knew you didn't care"

"Y/N/N I have always cared" another call started ringing through

"Ian I've gotta take this call it's my mom... you still live on Jordan Lane right?"

"Yeah why?" I hung up

"Hey mom, can you watch Ro for me for a few hours?"

"Yeah sure sweetie why?"

"I've gotta talk to Ian..."

"Oh honey..." she sighed "does he know?"

"Yeah he ran into us at the store he took one look at her and it was like he knew immediately" I sighed

"I'll be there in 10"

*10 minutes later*

"She's upstairs sleeping" I said as my mom walked through the door

"Listen to me Y/N.." she said sternly "don't let him break you again"

"I won't mama I love you" and with that I was out the door

*20 minute drive later*

Here I was back on the very door step of the first home we bought together trying to will myself to knock.. finally coming up with the courage I knocked three times my whole body pulling me to just turn around and get back in my car until suddenly the door opened. I looked up suddenly losing myself in those beautiful eyes of his

"Y/N..." he smiled "come in"

I made my way inside as Ian guided me to the living room

"Ian I'm sorry" I said as I sat down on the same couch we'd purchased 3 years ago

"Y/N why didn't you tell me? We've been friends since we were twelve and together or not I want to be a part of Ro's life"

"Ian I am so fucking sorry I don't know how or if you'll ever forgive me"

"Babygirl..." my heart fluttered at just the sound of the endearing name he'd called me for years even before we dated "nothing you could ever do is completely unforgivable believe me" he said pulling me into his arms

"Ian I kept your daughter from you for 3 fucking years you can't just say that not unforgivable"

"What matters is having the chance to be in her life from here on out"

I sat in silence staring at the wall before getting the courage to speak

"I never stopped loving you ya know" I sighed tears brimming my eyes " when you walked out of my life it broke me completely... and then I found out about Ro and I didn't have the courage to tell you"

"I love you too Y/N/N" He said pulling me into his chest "tell me about our baby girl I wanna know everything" he kissed my forehead

"Roslyn Josephine Somerhalder" I smiled "Born June 23rd,2002 she weighed 6lbs 12oz at birth she is the most amazing little girl but looking at who her daddy is that's no shocker" I smiled

"What's she like now?" He smiled

"She's the strongest most independent little girl I know, she loves doing everything on her own, she's quite the artist, her and Johana Paul's daughter are literally the best of friends they're inseparable"

"Wait wait wait... 3 years- 3 years Paul has known I have a daughter and he didn't tell me?"

"I asked him not too" I sighed the smiled slowly dropping from my face "I love you and you broke me completely, I didn't want you to come back and hurt me again or worse break her little heart"

"Y/N look at me" I looked up to see tears staining his cheeks "3 years without your best friend is a long fucking time... and to find out I have a three year old.. all in one day it's making me realize I don't want to live without you anymore"

"Ian you're living your dream I'm not letting you give that up for me"

"When it comes down to it I'd rather lose the dream and love you than live the dream and lose you"he sighed "I can't live another minute without you and I can't wait to get to know Ro"

"Just promise me you want leave again Ian I don't want you to hurt her"

"I promise Y/N"