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I didn't know I was crying all the time it still gives me heartache, I was taken into a bone crush hug I knew who it is, it's my man I could hear his silent sob I let him hug me we needed this

"I'm sorry Kitten it cause of me you had to endure so much trust me, Kitten I never intended to hide it from you, I didn't know when and how I fell for you probably the day I saw you in my mansion or the way you spoke to Daadi or your attitude towards me, everything if you drove me crazy I couldn't understand what's was happening with me, I didn't know when I let myself lose around you, slowly the darkness around me was filled with the hope of rays, never once it occurred me I'm Mafia when it occurred it was not the time to let you know cause I feared your rejection, I feared you would leave me and I was selfish to let you go and even I knew keeping you in dark is nothing but destruction all wanted you to trust me enough when the time comes you would let me speak"

I could feel the sincerity in his voice now I know why Daadi and Aru wanted me to stay, though I knew he could never hurt or betray me I still wanted an assurance from him maybe it's the fear of me wanted it

Those one week seeing him like dead though there was a movement but not seeing the Jerk him ached my heart one thing was sure no matter what this man mattered the life to me

"Kitten I know you are angry with me, I know I hurt you but please trust me I never wanted you to get hurt I knew when you get to know you would be shattered and I promised myself if you ever know it would only by me I didn't want you to get to know the form anyone other than me

He paused and looked at me, I smiled at him it was genuine I could see his eyes twinkle again, that's what mattered to me

Cupping his cheeks I let out the words

"I trust you Shiv, I truly do though I was broken I knew it you who could fix me, I had learned to trust in us, if not the trust in you for trust in us I would probably, ran away from you from the reality if the trust that my heart showed to hear you I still  wouldn't have sat waiting for you to tell me I had an option to confront in hospital but I trusted you enough to give you space to let the things be on first place and would listen when you decide to come clean to me, it would be lying if I say I will not be hurt I could wait for eternal but somewhere I would have felt you shouldn't take eternal"

It was true though I would wait I would wish he would say it sooner

And again I was taken into a hug could be more Kola

"Kitten I love you"

And I know this man is whom I want to spend my life carry his name and symbol of love

Breaking the hug my face was showered with love, he didn't leave any corner on my face all part received the same affection, at last, it was my lips

He kissed me as if his life depended on it, full of passion, love, desire, desperation, promises,

We broke the kiss in a sudden gush to inhale air

He joined our foreheads not before pecking it

"I don't know whether to feel to be on cloud or to thank my all shinning starts, Kitten I love you, I promise to be clean from now on no more secret no more Sherlock Holmes, I promise you my life on it, all I ever wanted is your love your safety, I promise love I would never let not even my shadow to hurt you, this tears of your are too precious to me Love I wouldn't let them flow even if it meant happy tears I would always like to shield it, I promise my love I would be a better person the person who you wanted in your life, I'll each day each passing second try to be better for us, for our future, would never let the storm pass you"

With that, he again sealed our lips and I know my man my trust in him would never let him break it

No matter whether he is Mafia King or whatever he'll forever be my Man, my Shiv, my Sexy BagadBilla Boss, the same old Jerk and Thadibaaz Asshole who I fell in love with, I know things gets hard destiny will test us no matter what with him by my side we'll pass and stand firm together

"Kitten you always surprise me"

Saying he pecked my lips should I laugh at that

"And you always remain Jerk and would leave no stone unturned giving me attack Mr. Oberoi, though I got all my life I bet I will still be discovering all your Shades"

Well that's kinda true

I could hear his chuckle, could be more winsome

"Damn you, Kitten, ever I said I love the mean you"

Can I hit this fellow now

"Shiv" I glared at him wasn't he the courage the cowardly dog (if anyone wondering it's a cartoon) back then now all of a sudden Damon Salvatore

"Okay Kitten" saying he pulled me towards him such that I'm caged in his arms the safe place in the world

"I sometimes wonder Kitten you are too good for someone demon-like me, I feel I don't deserve you, you deserve much more than me, though I sometimes wish not to be selfish but can't be selfish when it comes to you"

I smiled listening to him could be more fool, selfish who isn't selfish even I'm selfish to let him go, everyone is selfish in one or the other hand even the selfless who we say they are selfish to be selfless and love can never be selfish it only we call it selfish, yes we are greedy but for what for love care affection some might greedy for the paper note that's their love for paper notes that's what drives them we can't blame them either.

*correct me if I'm being ridiculous, not reasonable that's my view*

"Shiv" I called him with all love I've got, I could see his hopefully desperate love-filled eyes twinkling as if now it all the peace around the world just as of those wildflowers

Now I wanted him to know and never let those penny less thoughts occupy him again this is forever and ever remain the same till I take my last breath

I could see his lips curve a beautiful crescent moon when I said looking into his eyes

*It's you all I deserve is You no one other than you*

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