ILLUSION [yoonmin]

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"He would do things to me again..."

"like what? Did he cut you again?"

"if i didn't do what he wanted, yes. but he would just...well have sex with me....but i didnt want to."

yoongi wrote it down as 'rape' if one of the responses didnt want it then its rape it is no longer just sex or fuck.

"B-but jaesang never listened. He never did.....jaesang always said i was fat...i was useless...but i tried so hard...yes he still did those things..." Jimin said and teared up. finally showing an emotion other than his cold expression.

"You didn't eat did you?"

"no...he didn't want me to. and he wouldn't love me if I got fat."

"That's ridiculous" yoongi mumbled but he wasn't going to argue about something now and just sighed softly. "Is there more what jaesang did to you?"

"Can we stop....I don't want to talk anymore" Jimin said. bad memories had filled his head and he was shaking slightly. not because he was cold but because he felt scared his scars were burning at the thoughts of the times when jaesang harmed him.

"Of course. we can stop right here" yoongi said and smiled, putting away the notepad again. Jimin grabbed the blankets wrapping them around him but he didn't feel any comfort. so he looked at yoongi.

"doctor.....can i have a hug?" he asked.

Yoongi stood up and walked to him. He sat down on the bed next to Jimin and wrapped his arms around the boy. It wasn't really normal to hug your patient. but yoongi was more than happy to hug the boy. and it seemed to work, jimin wanted and needed the hugs. Jimin grabbed yoongi's shirt as he closed his eyes and enjoyed the warmth he felt around him.

Maybe....maybe he will try....maybe he won't try to die just yet.

"tha-"

"don't go..." Jimin said, holding the older down. Yoongi smiled and leaned against the wall as he kept hugging the boy. He had to get Jimin's dinner but the boy didn't want to let him go. So Yoongi didn't. He held Jimin who seemed to go very silent suddenly. His breathing was soft and slow. Yoongi looked at the boy's face and saw the boy had fallen asleep. He gently caressed Jimin's hair with his hand and pulled the blankets over the boy to keep him warm. Jimin was barefoot and it wasn't quite hot in the room. Yoongi thought this was a time to go and leave the boy to get some rest but Jimin wasn't letting go. his hand clutched his shirt tighter. So Yoongi sighed and looked at the boy who was sleeping.

"okay...i won't go," Yoongi smiled and put a hand on Jimin's back. his heart warmed at the sight of Jimin so calm and hugging him as he slept.

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The two didn't know they had fallen asleep. Jimin was the first to wake up from his nap. He felt warm and comfortable. He smelled the scent of wash powder in his nose instead of the strange smell of the room.. It made him feel nice. He sighed deeply, snuggling more into the warmth that was against him. But it was someone. He felt a chest rise up and down. So the boy opened his eyes and looked up to see Yoongi, the older had fallen asleep as well. his eyes shut and one arm placed on Jimin's shoulder.

The boy sat to the hand slid off his shoulder and dropped on the blankets. Jimin stared at the man interested. Yoongi looked a bit different like this. Jimin only now noticed the man had a pretty face, Jaesang had many Sharp features, and Yoongi had more round ones. only his eyes that were looking sharp like a cat. It was pretty. Jimin smiled a bit and looked at what Yoongi was wearing. They were clothes from the staff so it wasn't anything interesting. "min...yoongi" he mumbled and got off the bed walking to the window. the sun was setting, he sat down to look at it disappear behind the tall buildings of the city in the distance.

Yoongi woke up. He opened his eyes and cursed at himself for falling asleep on the job. He didn't want to sleep himself. and now Jimin missed dinner. Yoongi sighed and rubbed his face to get the sleepiness away before looking around. Jimin wasn't on the bed but the doctor didn't have to look far when he already saw the boy sitting in front of the window staring outside. Yoongi got off the bed and walked to Jimin sitting down next to him.

"Hey" he said. Jimin only looked at him but didn't reply.

"im.....im hungry" jimin said. He felt sick in his stomach saying this and thinking of eating. but he knew he had to. He was going to try and live. He will try to, to make Yoongi proud of him.

"Shall we get you your dinner then?" Yoongi was happy to hear Jimin wanted to eat, he didn't even have to ask the boy. Jimin actually said himself he wanted to eat.

Jimin nodded as an answer.

Yoongi stood up and extended his hand towards the boy who took it, letting the doctor help him up. his hand felt warm and tingly. Jimin held his own hand when Yoongi let go, rubbing it a bit. It felt funny like someone was tickling it.

"I think there was salad pasta on the menu for you today" Yoongi said he had checked Jimin's personalized food menu this morning. "I will see if the kitchen can still prepare it for you"

"Okay" Jimin just followed the doctor while looking at his hand.

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