ONE LAST CHANCE TAEKOOK √

chapter 05

He did not know the time.
He was lost in his thoughts.
He was remembering hobi's words...
tears did not stop..

" I wish time would change and let everything be the same as before....
You and me go to college holding each other's hands..
We come back home together. We lie on the couch together
pillow fight like before...
You cook for me...
you kiss me...
we hug each other...me , you, yoongi hyung, jimin play truth and dare again....
you sing for me again...
Our world...
only you and me...
I w-wish
I w-wish...you would come to me one day..
I w-wish you remembered me...
I w-wish
But...if you come back to me,
will I be able to forgive y-you ?
Can i love you like before ?
Can i trust you like before?
Can I forgive a cheater like you ?

Maybe...
Maybe I won't forgive you
or maybe I forgive you...
But wouldn't it be crazy to forgive a cheater ?

He looked up at the sky

Can i ever forget you..
Can I walk holding someone else's hand?
Can I give myself to someone else?
Am I wronging myself ?

He closed his eyes and spoke
" I'm tired..
I'm very tired of myself..
I disturbed everyone, no one is happy with me...
Maybe that's why that's why you left me.
That's why you didn't see me again.
Maybe it was my fault
Or maybe you weren't worthy of me...
Hyung says you were not worthy of me because they think i am a good man and you are not worthy of a good man you are worthy of a deceiver..
Maybe he's right..
I loved you unconditionally and you punished me for this unconditional love----

he pause...

---What if you were with me
We would be married today...
We had a small family
FAMILY
Oh i forget you have family...
You must fulfilled all your desires...
You will be happy...
that why you never come back...

Tears dripped from his eyes he said " I am happy...
You two were made for each other "

he closed his eyes Suddenly snow start...
He opened his eyes smile sadly and said
" look...snowfall your favorite season kookie....
first snowfall of the year "
he pause and smile sadly
" Like our destination, our choices are different...
You like snow and i like rain...
We are two people of different temperaments...
How could we be one ?

He got up and walked alone to his destination

💔💔💔

The sun's rays were falling on his face through the window.
He muttered and turned to the other side.
Someone put soft palm on his face and said
" Good morning kookie wake up "

He opened one eye and said with smile " Good morning baby you are back i missed you."

He lay down beside him and said, " When did I go ?
I'll be with you all the time, my world."

They both looked at each other...

" Forgive me baby I hurt you "
Tae put his finger on jungkook lips and bump there noses..
" What was supposed to happen has happened kookie , now no one can separate us "
He paused kissed Jungkook lips and said
" I am always with you wherever i am...
In your memory , In the rays of sun , In this air , In this raindrop and...
he put his hand on jungkook heart and said
" I am always with you in every beat of your heart kookie "

he pause
"kookie please "

he took jungkook's face in his hand and said
" take care of yourself i'm worries to see you like this...please don't give up...
you have to find me "
jungkook node

" You have to take care of yourself for me.
I'm waiting for you.OK kookie " jungkook nodded and closed his eyes

" i lobe you kookie "
" I love you too baby "