Meri dusri galti

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Continued....
Uss raat mei boht royi... boht kossa khud ko bhi aur apni kismat ko bhi.... bas ek hi cheez thi jisse mere ateet ke uss razz ke barre mein ek ek cheez pata thi , aur woh shaitaan usse maar nhi sakta tha kyunki woh kabhi zinda thi hi nhi aur woh thi meri diary.... agle dinn jeise hi mei classroom mein enter hue... Anirudh ne mujhe dekhliya.....
The scene,
Bondita goes to sit on her usual seat... anirudh was with his friends when he saw bondita....
Anirudh in his mind: iss ladki ka chakkar kya hai... pata lagana hi hoga....
Anirudh goes and sits with bondita....
Bondita narrating: uss dinn pehli baar shayad sarre logon ne mujhe pehli baar notice kiya sirf anirudh ke mere saath baithne ki wajah se... mei darr gayi thi, isliye......
The scene,
Bondita: tum yahan kyun baithe ho?!
Anirudh: woh mei tumhara dost banna chahta hunn....
Bondita: sach mein dost banna chahte ho yaa meri iss halat par taras khake yeh sab bol rhe  ho?!!!
She says tonting him...
Anirudh: waise toh mei tumse dosti karna chahta hunn aur kuch nhi... par tum aisi pehli ladki ho jisse mei saamne se aakar dosti ke liye puch rha hunn kismat achi hai tumhari....
Bondita: kismat.. sabki kismat waisi nhi hoti jeise hum sochte hai , kabhi kabhi hum jo nhi chahte woh hummare saath hokar hi rehta hai...  ab sawaal yeh hai ki ismein hum apni kismat ko kosse yaa khud ko......
Anirudh: na hi hum kismat ko kosse aur na hi khud ko.. agar apni prob se bhagna hai tabhi hum apni kismat ko aur apne aap ko koskar woh prob aur badha dete hai isse acha humme uss prob ka saamna karna chahiye...aur haan thodi philosophy karna toh mujhe bhi aata hai.....
Bondita gives a sigh and turns her face to the other side....
Bondita narrating: woh bolte hai na jiss cheez se jitna durr bhaago woh cheez utni hi hummare kareeb aate jaati hai... mere saath bhi anirudh ke maamle mein yhi ho rha tha jitna usse durr bhaag rhi thi woh utna hi mere aur kareeb aata jaa rha tha...
Anirudh in his mind: kuch toh khaas hai iss ladki mein... jab jab iski batein sunta hunn tab tab uski taraf aur kheecha chala jaata hunn... bondita ki awaaz mein ek alag si khamoshi mehsoos hoti hai mujhe......
Bgm,(plz hear this bgm this was the song playing while anirudh was thinking about bondita.... and throughout their lecture)

The bell rings and the lecture was over.  
Bondita narrating: mei nhi chahti thi ki anirudh mera dost banne kyunki mujhe yeh pata tha ki uski dosti ka intesion mera razz janna tha jisse usse khatra tha isliye mei class se bahar chali gayi... jeisa meine socha tha waisa hi hua anirudh mera picha kar rha tha... meine usse basement tak mera picha karne diya aur uske baad mauka milte hi mei ek room mein jaakar chup gayi..  anirudh thodi derr baad wahan se chala gaya..  mere dimaag mein baar baar uss shaitan ki mujhse kahi hue batein yaad aa rhi thi... par jab anirudh ne mujhe dosti ke liye pucha tha pehli baar aisa laga ki shayad mei akeli nhi hunn... par mei chahkar bhi kisi ko apna nhi bana sakti thi...... uss shaitaan ne bhalle hi mujhe apne bhagwaan se durr kar diya tha par mera unke liye vishwaas woh aaj tak nhi todd paya... isliye shayad ab tak mei zinda thi...
Thodi derr baad mei class mein waapis gayi anirudh wahan nhi tha par..  sarre log wahan mujhe ghurr rhe thhe shayad isliye kyunki woh mujhse jalte thhe ki anirudh mere saath baitha tha... unn logon ne mujhe kuch naam diye mujhe chidhaya... andar se toh boht dukh hua par mujhe toh jeise iss cheez ki aadat ho chuki thi... isliye kisine bola hai ki humme kabhi kisi ko chidhana yaa bully nhi kaarna chahiye kyunki humme nhi pata ki unka past kitna burra ho sakta hai... unki chuppi ka faayeda uthakar hum kisi ko kamzorr prove nhi kar sakte..  meri aisi condition dekhkar meri professer Miss Rosy ko burra laga aur unhone mujhe shaam ko apni cabin mein bulaya....
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At evening in miss rosy's office,
Miss Rosy: come here my child , plz have your seat..
Bondita sits on the chair...
Miss Rosy: bondita.... mere bhi parents jab mei choti thi tab god ke paas chale gaye thhe... unke jaane ke baad mei boht akeli hogayi thi... mera koi dost nhi tha par tab meri primary school teacher ne mujhe apni feelings unse share karne kaa mauka diya aur meri dost bann gayi... aur sach mein mujhe apni feelings unke saath share karke boht acha laga tha... i know tum abui college mein ho but sadness share karne ki koi age nhi hoti,  toh kya tum apna koi bhi feeling share karna chahti ho.....
Bondita narrating: miss rosy ek boht hi kind hearted professor thi.... mei unki aisi baatein sunnkar emotional hogayi aur tab meine sabse badi galti kardi.....
The scene
Tears slipped from bondita's eyes....
Bondita narrating: meine emotions mein aakar apne atteet ka purra raaz miss rosy ko bata diya.....
Miss Rosy: dont worry my child mei tumara help karungi.... mei tumhe kuch nhi honne dungi....
And she hugs bondita..... suddenly bondita notices that , the black shadow was standing behind miss rosy and was passing a smile to bondita , she was so very scared....
Miss rosy: okay bondita ab mei jaata hai., tumse kal baat karti hunn iss prob ka sol nikalkar hi rahungi mei....
Bondita: miss rosy......
She was going to stop miss rosy but she was in such a hurry that miss rosy did not stop...
Bondita rushed to her hostel room,
In her room,
She sees the black shadow....
Bondita: plz plz miss rosy ko mat marna plz unki koi galti nhi hai tum mujhe maar do par unhe mat maaro plz i beg of you... 
She said sobbing...
The black shadow: meine tumhe pehle bhi chetawani di thi ki yeh raaz tum kisi ko nhi bataogi nhi toh woh apni jaan se jaega! Lekin tumne meri baat nhi maani..  ab mujhe ek aur aatma mil jaegi kaid karne ke liye aur uski gunehgaar aur koi nhi tum hogi....  hahahahah.....
He laughs and again dissappears....
Bondita immediately calls miss rosy....
Miss rosy: arre bondita kya hua?
Bondita: miss rosy aapki jaan khatre mein hai plz plz aap church pohochiye yaa apne god ki kisi holy cheez ko apne paas rakhiye plz plz miss rosy...
Rosy: par kya hua hai bondita...
Bondita: plz miss rosy mei jeisa keh rhi hunn waisa kijiye!!!!
Rosy: ok ok mei jaa rhi hunn.....
Suddenly bondita hears miss rosy screaming..
Bondita: miss rosy! Miss rosy! Nhi nhi nhi aisa nhi ho sakta....
She said crying....
She hurried up and reached at miss rosy's home
Bondita narrating: meine derr kar di ... jab tak mei miss rosy ke ghar pohchi tab tak uss shaitaan ne unki jaan le li thi.. meine dekha ki miss rosy zameen par khoon se lipati hue padi thi..  mei andar se tutt gayi thi meine niche baith kar unhe hug kiya aur zorr zorr se ronne lagi....shayad abhi bhi uss shaitaan ko sukoon nhi mila tha aur woh mere samne khada hokar zorr zorr se hasss rha tha..... mera hosla kam karne ke liye aur mujhe emotionally aur weak karne keliye....

The scene
The black shadow: dekha tum! Tum zimmedaar ho apni professor ki maut ki...  hahahaha.....
And he again dissappears....
Bondita narrating: boht derr ronne ke baad meine miss rosy ki body ke aas paas mere aur uss shaitaan ke khilaaf jitne bhi sabut thhe mita diye aur miss rosy ka phone khud ke paas rakh liya taaki agar police yaa koi aur aaye toh unhe mere iss razz ke barre mein pata na chale.... aur unhe bhi apni jaan se haath na dhona pade..... mei kya karti mere paas koi aur option nhi tha..... na hi surrender kar sakti thi aur nahi beetein hue samaye ko waapis lakar sab thik kar sakti thi... uss dinn ek baat seekhi meine ki kabhi bhi itna emotional mat banno ki kissi ko apne life ke barre mein sab kuch bata do nhi toh anjaam sirf dukh hota hai......
Agle dinn police ne investigate jarna shuru kar diya... mei miss rosy ke funeral mein gayi thi taaki kisi ko shak na ho par khud ko control nhi kar paayi..  jeise hi funeral khatam hua mei apne hostel room mein jaakar ronne lagi.. meine miss rosy ke phone ka sim destroy karke paani mein faink diya aur phone kahin aisi jagah chupaya jahan kisi ko na mile...  agle dinn mei jab college gayi....

The scene,.
Anirudh and his friends were talking to each other about miss rosy's mysterious death , suddenly bondita passed from their and seemed sad.. that was the moment when something striked in anirudh's mind.....
Anirudh in his mind: yeh bondita itni sad kyun hai...  mujhe yaad hai ki last time miss rosy ne bondita ko hi apne cabin mein bulaya tha kahin bondita ne hi toh..... nhi nhi woh aisa nhi kar sakti par usse kuch toh pata hoga murderers ke barre mein... mujhe pata lagana hi hoga par sabse chup kar........
To be continued......
Aap sab ko meri kahani keisi lagi , comments mein zaroor batayiyega.... meine miss rosy ko kho diya... iska mujhe dukh tha... par ab kya hoga kya anirudh ko meri sachayi ka pata chal jaega? Kya sach mein anirudh pata laga paayega meri dil ki khamoshiyon ka razz? Janne ke liye keep reading.....
Aapse phir milungi agle sunday....
Precap:
in the canteen,
Bondita was standing close to the wall and anirudh had blocked her way , with his arms blocking bondita from both the sides... so she couldn't move from there....
Bondita: yeh kya kar rhe ho anirudh mujhe janne do yahan se!!
Anirudh: jab tak tum mujhe uss raat ka sach nhi bataogi mei tumhe nhi jaane dunga!
Bondita: kis haq se tum mujhse yeh sab puch rhe ho! Mei tumhe apna dost nhi maanti samjhe tum! Tum khud ko samajhte kya ho sarri ladkiya marti hai tumpar toh tum boht bade hero ban gaye ho?! Par for your kind info.. tum mere liye kuch nhi ho! Tumhara existence meri life mein kuch matter nhi karta!
Anirudh left her way and was heartbroken.....
Bondita in her mind: i am sorry anirudh par mei tumhe uss raat ka sach kabhi nhi bataungi , chahe phir mujhe tumhe kitna bhi hurt kyun na karna pade.......

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