Chaotic Mind

lonely.

i don't have friends.

i'm happy in my relationship,
and i'm so much happier and healthier than what i was.

but.. i'm lonely.

he's leaving for a traveling job, and i have no one.

i'm going to work on myself this summer,
but i have no where to go.

i'm going to sit and miss him.

i don't want to fall into a dark pit again.

i wasn't happy with who i was or how i was treated around my friends,
but i'm lonely.

i won't settle for less than what i have now,
but i need someone to be with a couple days a week.

just for a little bit.

just so i'm not

lonely.