13-Don't let go

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Jimin p.o.v

I frowned at my so called soulmate who was now cornering me to the wall smiling at me, his smile was calm but it didn't calm my nerves, he was so close to my liking and I don't feel safe like that, he was taller than me too and this scared me slightly.

I'm scared of my own soulmate..
How is that even possible?

"When are you moving in with me baby?",
I stared ahead of me, my sight meeting his chest and I felt myself pushing back against the wall as if it's going to open and swallow me,
"D-do I really need to..move in with you?",
He laughed but even I can tell it was a forced one,
"Of course! You are my soulmate and I wanna be by your side forever, we gonna live together after we graduate anyways".

I felt my stomach flipping and my eyes watering, I don't want this, I want Yoonie, I wanna live with Yoonie forever not him!
" You are gonna love my roommates too! They are waiting for you to move in and are so excited!".

I nodded silently trying to smile, he stared at me with a smile and his eyes shifted to my lips, I looked to the side to avoid his look and I can feel myself starting to panic when his hand touched my forearm, he bent down to my level and I felt his breath on my ear,
"I promise I'm gonna take care of you in every possible way....baby boy".









I reached the dorm with my friends, they were talking and laughing, I tried to respond to them as much as I can without letting them notice my real feelings, I've been feeling sick to my stomach all day, after Hoojun hyung kissed my cheek I ran away saying I'm gonna be late to class.

I sighed again feeling my mood dropping more and more,
Warm fingers wrapped around mine and I knew its Yoongi, I looked up seeing his worried gaze so I smiled to assure him, he narrowed his eyes at me,
"We are gonna talk about whatever is making you feel down once we get back home Kitty".

Home...
Yes that feels so right..
My home with Yoongi.
I tightened my grip on his hand and nodded.

Reaching the dorms we entered and took off our shoes, clicking the lights on and scattering around the rooms, I entered my room and clicked the light on only to freeze with wide eyes,
What the hell??

My bed, my books and clothes, my stuffies and everything else,
It's all gone!!!

"EOMMA JIN!!",
I fell to the floor screaming Jin hyung's name, I heard things falling outside and a rushing footsteps before two arms wrapped around me and Jin's scent engulfed me,
"What's wrong?! Why are you screa-".

He looked around the room noticing everything disappeared,
"What the fuck? Namjoon!",
All of our friends entered the room gasping and staring at the half empty room,
"What the...., where are Jimin's things?",
"That's what I want you to go ask the dorm's security guard, right fuckin now!".

Namjoon hyung nodded and ran out of the dorm, Yoongi sat on the floor next to me and patted my back, I felt calmer with both him and Eomma Jin by my side,
Minutes later Namjoon hyung came back with an angry look, he stared at me for a moment before sighing,
"Jimin's things were moved to his new dorm".

Silence,
No one talked or commented,
I felt my chest closing and my tears falling,
"BUT I DON'T WANNA LEAVE YOU ALL!",
Jin's arms tightened around me as I began crying,
"Shhh Jiminie we gonna solve this I prom-",
"NO!! I DON'T WANNA LEAVE YOONIE! YOONIE DON'T LET ME GO! DON'T LET MINNIE GO! YOONIE PLEASE!".

He took me away from Jin's hug and lifted me up in his arms, I cried and wrapped my arms around his neck whimpering, he got out of the room and took me to his, closing the door and laid me down on the bed hovering over me cause I didn't let go of his neck.

"Kitty calm down",
"You s-said... said you gonna... gonna let me g-go! Please don't...don't let kitty go",
My hiccups and cries made him stare at me with sadness, I heard him when he said to Army he would let me go if Hoojun was my soulmate, I ran away to my room that day and cried myself to sleep.

"Is that what you meant yesterday? When you asked me if I really meant it? You were asking about me letting you go?",
I nodded and closed my eyes sniffling, I heard him sigh and felt his lips pressing against my forehead,
"Baby....you know the rules...I can't take you away from your soulmate".

I nodded cause I know the rules too, I know it's forbidden to love or stay with someone else if you know who your soulmate is, I know how painful it can be to separate two soulmates and that sometimes it can cause death for hybirds...

But....I want Yoongi...

I opened my eyes pouting staring up at his sad eyes, I cupped his cheek and pulled him down to me kissing his lips, we didn't put any pressure to it, we were just appreciating each other's presence, he was cherishing me and I was telling him my heart through my lips.

That night the college's officer responsible for rooming and soulamtes relationships inside the college came to the dorm to accompany me to the new dorm, ignoring my tears and my friends tears, Taehyung and Army wouldn't let me go and kept hugging me, Jin hyung was burying his head in Namjoon hyung's shoulder crying, Yoongi tried talking to the officer but he ignored him while Hosoek hyung was calming Jungkook inside the dorm.

He took me out leading the way, I stopped and ran back to Yoongi hugging him and pecked his lips again, Yoongi's eyes were teary and he squeezed me in his arms,
Turning back again to the officer I saw him eyeing me and Yoongi in disapproval.

We left the dorms....the dorm that contain my childhood friends and love, my mother and father figures, my brothers and sister, my love..
My Yoonie.

I kept on crying the whole way to the new dorm where my soulmate is waiting for me, the officer turned to me and frowned,
"You know if I reported to the college's dean that you kissed that boy he might be ordered to stay away from you right?",
"Why?! Please don't!",
"I won't cause I can see he is special for you but be careful you have a more important person now....your soulmate".

Yeah...my...soulmate...

I nodded not answering him and not stopping my tears.

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