Anidita: A sweet journey towards a new dawn

Chapter 2: Anirudh's realisation

Anirudh goes to his room. He is feeling disgusted... Why Why did he did the fake marriage drama with Mano. ..only ..one and only he is responsible for Bondita's this condition. He throws away the books on the table in disgust and suddenly notices a piece of cloth lying on the floor. He picks it up. It's that torn gloves..... It's that torn gloves!!!. ..... Anirudh recalls the love realisation for Mano which he had....

Anirudh looks at the gloves with anger and disgust... He angrily tears the gloves into pieces and pieces throws it out of the window and closes it.

"Koi payar vyar nehi hain.. kuch nehi hain.. mere liye sirf meri Bondita hi sabkuch hain... mujh aur kisiki koi jarurat nehi ..."
Anirudh restlessly sat on his easychair and close his eyes
Suddenly in his light sleep he hears a echoing sound

"Tumne Apni Bondita ke jindegi ke sath aisa khelwar keu kiya ??"
In his dreams he sees himself standing against a black background and his barrister alter ego appears

"Ek baar realise karte ho ki payar hogeya tumhe Mano se fer kehto ho nehi kuch nehi hain... aise confused kab rak rahoge tum..."

"Us realisation ko maine seriously nehi liya tha... bhul geya tha use main.. mere liye Bondita se barkar kuch nehi..."

"Prem prem sab kahe Prem na bhujhe koi "
His Babumoshai alter ego appears from behind
"Jise tum itni jaldi bhul jao woh payar hain keya??... payar to ek admi ko bechan banata hain... per Mano ke liye tumhara woh bhab tha keya??... "

Anirudh stands speechless... shocked

"Abh bhi bachpani bhari soch main dube ho Anirudh Roy Choudhury? " asked his barrister alter ego "ek bacchi se uska payar uska khus rehne ki sari chize chinkar tum use sahi raha pe lana chahate the.. tumhari payar bhari chatrachaya main woh khus thi... uski sari khusi chinke konsa sahi raha dikhana tha tumhe.. uska jameen ho tum us jamin ko hi chin loge to woh khari kiske upar hogi?... chinte chinte uski jaan chinne ko chale geye"

"NEHI" shouted Anirudh " nehi nehi nehi" he started crying..

"Tumhari soch bohat mahan thi Anirudh "said babumoshai alter ego  "per jo raha tumne chuna woh galat tha... tumne kabhi nehi socha ki ishka anjam bura ho sakta hain... agar woh hostel chali bhi jati dil main woh dard leke keya woh padahai kar pati?"

"Na sochke baccho jaisa halkat kiya" scolded barrister alter ego  " ek bacchi ki zimedari hain tumhare upar per tumhare bachpane ji waje se bar bar woh bacchi khatre main parti hain... keu Anirudh keu? Tumhari ish nalayaki ki waje se aj Bondita ki yeh halat hain"

The two alter egos starts accusing Anirudh together

"Aaj Bondita ke ish halat ka zimedar tum ho Anirudh sirf tum ho Anirudh sirf tum ho.... aj use kuch ho geya to iske zimedar tum hoge Anirudh sirf tum"

"NEHIIII" Anirudh wakes up frm his sleep... he starts breathing fast deep and started sweating

"Bondita ke ish halat ka zimedar sirf main hu main... meri bachpana hi usko musibat ki aur dhakelti hain.."
He gets up and drinks some water... then looks at his reflection on the mirror
"Tumhari bachpana hi Bondita ko musibat ki aur dhakelti hi... tum uske layak hi nehi ho Anirudh. . Per jab zimedari li hain to use uthana to tumhe parega hi... aj woh sirf zimedari nehi hain meri... Bondita meri zindegi hain.. meri jine ki waja hain... main apne aap ko uske layak banaunga... uske liye ek aisa bhit banaunga jiske upar woh atut hoke khari ho sake..."

Anirudh looked up  smiling  imagining Bondita growing up as a strong brave woman who doesn't care for anything but for the right... who speaks out for the right and bravely oposses the wrong....

Anirudh just imagines Bondita playing in the garden as she did before in his dizziness  "Tum jaldi thick ho jaoki Bondita. .main tumhe kuch nehi hone dunga...". ... Anirudh smiles imagining Bondita playing happily and falls asleep.