The Unloved | BeamForth

Life must go on...

In Beam's room

"Beam"

"Yes P'.. "

"If I ask, will you reject me" Phana never looked into Beam's eyes

"P'.. What are you going to ask??" Beam knew what Phana was asking.. Still he wished he was wrong

"Would you like to come with me? To my house as my boyfriend" Phana kept his eyes closed.. He dare not to look at Beam's eyes

He was feeling guilty for no reason.. His heart hurts while thinking otherwise..

"P'pha... Please look at me" Beam held Phana's hand

Phana looked at Beam and as expected he could see his nong was not happy

"P'.. Do you feel butterflies in your stomach when you touch me..

Does your heart race in my presence..

Do you feel special in my presence"

Phana nodded his head to say yes.. But once he looked at Beam for some time deeply he shook his head as No..

Beam smiled

"P.. You want to take care of me as a brother.. Our feelings are mutual.. It's brotherly love.. You hate to see me hurt.. And I don't want to see you hurt yourself for me.." Beam

Phana sat beside Beam's bed and stroke his head with love

"P'pha.. Close your eyes and see who it is that you love.." Beam

"Beam.. I don't have to close my eyes.. I know who my next choice is" Phana smiled

Beam's eye darkened and smacked Phana's head...

"My friend is not a choice or an option.. He is the only one.. And you keep hurting him" Beam huffed and folded his hands pouting..

Phana scratched his non-itchy head and gave a loving smile

" I know.. But don't let him know that.. He will be too proud " Phana joked "but he always pushed me to you.. Even though he was hurt.. He loves you a lot.. That is what makes him more beautiful"

Beam smiled happily and hugged Phana

"Don't hurt him P'..."  Beam pushed Phana from his hug "And now go get your man"

"I love you beam" Phana lovingly kissed Beams forehead

"I love you too P' pha" Beam smiled happily

NOO...

That's when Forth stormed in crashing the door..

"Should I stay" Phana worried and whispered

"No.. I can handle it" Beam

Phana nodded and walked passed Forth starring at him furiously

Forth too was already killing Phana with looks

Once Phana was out of the room.. Forth furiously looked at Beam but suddenly lowered his head when he saw Beam's angry stares..

Forth slowly walked near to Beam's bed, lowering his head, like a lost puppy..

"Beam.. "

Silence

"Bea.. " Forth was cut of by Beam

"Don't.. " Beam

"Am sorr.. " Forth

"Shut up.. " Beam held back his tears.. He didn't want to be the weak one