[✓] care . hyunlix

21 . twenty one

"Thank you for everything lix and thank you for being with me this week. I'm sorry for what I've done to you.. and Hyunjin. I'll not disturb your life again. Please be happy and goodbye"

was the last words from Changbin before he go.

The day for Changbin have to move school has come. This whole week, Felix didn't even go to school.

He's ignoring the chat from Jisung and Hyunjin. Also from a new number, maybe it's Seungmin. He felt so bad.

What do he need to do after Changbin had gone? Back to school and act like nothing happened?

So stupid.

He groaned.

"Now I'm regretting it!!" he throw BbokAri to the wall.

"I'm so dumb. So stupid, lix. So stupid!" he felt like he's hypnotized that time. He was so blank that he obeyed everything like every single thing Changbin had said to him.

"I don't even know what to do after this.." he feel so useless. He feel so bad. He feel mad. Angry and sad.

He feels all of the negative feelings.

"This is crazy. I miss them so much. I miss Jisung. I miss Seungmin. I miss Minho hyung. I miss.. Hyunjin.."

He sighed and got up from his bed. He picked BbokAri up and sighed again.

"I'm sorry for throwing you to the wall. I didn't mean to.." he cleaned the dirt on the doll.

He's just.. don't know what should he do.

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Hyunjin pov

It's been a week since I last saw Felix ignoring us and just went home without any shining smile or a little smile..

I'm so confused.

Did we do something wrong? Did I do something wrong?

Then, I remember when he said that both of us can't love each other more than a friend.

I feel bad for that cuz I'm confessing to him at the wrong time. Anyways, I just want to make him feel better but it came out like this.

It's became worst.

I miss him so much. I feel nothing without him. I know you guys know it.

"Hyun? Are you okay? You seems so deep in mind. Mind to tell me what happened?" Chan hyung asked me.

Yeah I guess I need someone right now. So, I nodded.

"Tell me tell me t-t-t-t-t-t-tell me" he sang. What actual f-

"It's happened like this" I told him everything about what happened.

"Oh so you're gay. I see"

"Hey! That's not the point!" I yelled.

"Okay okay. I'm sorry" he chuckled and apologized.

"So what do you want to do?" he asked.

"I don't know. I don't know why he is ignoring us. I don't know what actually happened. I don't know what he thinks. I don't know even know where he's living at!"