Tied With You ✅

33. Mistakes we made

Enough is enough ...we need to sort everything between them for the sake of the kids

Lam ......why are you spacing out Park asked me

Thinking about Forth and Beam .....how can we sort out all the things between them

Its difficult Lam .....Beam is not the same person we known before he became like someone cold and arrogant ....

I know Park...we have to try at least ...I called Zhan ge he also gave full support so we can formulate a plan to bring them back together at least make them talk with each other

I am with you Lam.....

Forth's POV

Years passed ..I still couldn't recover from that unfaithful day I left beam alone in our house ...I was aware of his condition ...he was carrying at that time doctor already warned me to not to give him any stress but I failed ....I failed to keep the promise I given to Pa Adi ..I made his son a miserable person ..whatever beam is behaving now is all because of my ignorance

Flashback

Guys we are leaving you two alone...spend sometime with each other ...beam needs your care and support

Mom and Dad 

When I got the message I was happy finally get alone time with Beam ..after my baby became pregnant again his cravings is on another level ,this baby is the rescuer of beam after Pa and Ma's death he became like a zombie when he get to know about the baby he became more happy than before ...doctor told this pregnancy is very fragile he need a lot of rest till the birth.

Baby I am home ...

Forthy...why are you early ..where is every  I couldn't find Tae or Tine in their room

They are with mom and dad , they give us sometime alone without that trouble makers

oh ho forthy don't call my angels like that

Ok ....I won't sweetheart  

I am hungry ....cook something for me ..I am carving for the food you make

Ok Princess your wish is my command

I am not princess...Forthy

Sorry my queen ..thank god he just laugh it off

As per his request I went to our small kitchen to make a simple dish for Beam, after he became pregnant he became more clinch to me often he accompany me to office and spend time with me ...he also fired my three secretaries because they are wearing too much exposing dress..I don't mind i just need him to be happy ......when i finished cooking I looked at my phone which i kept on the kitchen counter I found 5 miscall from Rebecca ..she is the new secretary ..she is asking for a signature I told her to come to home and collect it from me

After talking with her I took the dish to my baby who is now reading some pregnancy book , when he saw me he instantly took the plate and started to eat ....I was little messed up after the cooking so I went to take a quick shower ....I wrapped a towel on my waist and came out from the bathroom but I couldn't find Beam so I went out to search for him ...I am a very scared person ...but he was no where ....I suddenly bumped into something and it was falling I desperately hold that .....that was my secretary Rebecca I was only with my towel and she was wet due to the glass of water she holding  ...I have some cloths of mom in our wardrobe so i asked her to change in our room

She changed into Mom's cloths and I changed into my cloths when she came back she slipped and we both fall into the bed at the same time beam came

Forthy ...your secretary is waiting for you down stairs............what are you guys doing ....That was the sentence he asked ...we both stood up instantly , he saw the wet cloths of Rebecca in our chair damn ...

Baby ..she got wet her cloths so I lend her mom's cloths

I saw tears in his eyes ..damn why is he crying ..damn hormones ..its just a misunderstanding ...at the same time I got a call from office saying that our security system got hacked I didn't have much time to explain to Beam, so i left with Rebeca , I thought I will sort everything out once I came back from office ...that was my biggest mistake I could have brought him with me and explain ..we lost our baby ...Beam closed me out of his life ..he doesn't want to talk anything with me ..I am a total jerk to leave my pregnant husband alone without informing anyone

Flashback end

Today I am regretting everything that I did .....doctor told me beam is suffering from depression my presence will hurt him more so I kept my distance from him and my kids

To be continued................

I was busy ......sorry for the late update ..lately I am out of ideas..

I know this chapter is not as good as I expected ..please endure with me .....I will finish this book within 2 weeks........i hope so