4.Dilemma

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The world is not so bad I guess

There seems no problem in it

Atleast nothing on which I can put my finger on

So what exactly am I paranoid about?

What exactly I cant let go?

The velvet void that darkened my world

Is it created by me?

The thorns that hold me tight

Are they really real?

The things that I am scared of, to death

The people, the voices that haunt me always

Do they belong to the same dimension as me?

Am I myself, my problem?

If not what is?

I am dying to know the reason behind

The reason I'm in this fit

Am I biased, or everything is truely wrong?

Who am I?What am I? I want to know

Not all this can be mine tricks, my brain is playing

It has to start from somewhere real

But the journey after that, is that really there?

Hallucinations, dreams,fancy thoughts

I dont know what it is?

But the pain in my wounds wont stop to hurt

The blood is now frozen on my skin

Breathing becomes heavy now

My own hands choking me

It feels like I'm in a dream, within a dream,within a dream

The dilemma of me, wont let go

I have went down miles, but couldnt find to where I'm off to

I'm lost in desert, a desolation

But I dont and I wont call it peace

Peace is nowhere near the horizon

Satity and peace left me long ago

The day I disappointed myself

The day I saw my own flaws, crystal clear

But someone wont allow my rectifications

Someone in me, someone in  me smiles in the dark

Someone, I cant see, but

The dilemma still beholds.....


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