2.That Old Me..

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Mirror, mirror on the wall

I know I'm the best of them all

But still I feel something pulling me back

Something in me is about to fall

I walk in the crowd with pride and ego

But that scared soul in me wont let go

Some call me alpha, some made me their leader

But that insecure human, a place in me still beholds

While people see the good in  me, I see the troubles

The original me is lost, I'm just changing entities

Several  questions, in my heart arise

Tired of seeing me from other people's eyes

Dont know whether I dont feel anything anymore?

Or became numb to everything by choice?

Dont understand if everyone backstabbed me?

Or I just stopped making friends?

Too afraid to make commitments?

Right now all I could do is make things end

Am I truly a survivor or just playing victim?

Am I brave or am I selfish?

Made myself my God, or

Did I make a deal with the Devil?

Still cant figure what I did to me

Maybe I killed myself once more

Maybe in a different way

Cause the old me disappeared long ago


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