𝐂𝐑𝐎𝐒𝐒 𝐅𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐃

𝟏𝟖. 𝐭𝐥𝐜

" Yea, she said that things are better than ever now with Jaymari and that we should come and visit this summer"

" We really should though, i'm getting tired of North Atlanta ain't shit to do ova' hea'." he sighed

" You right" she sighed " Plus my brother's tombstone down south. It's been a while since i visited" she mumbled the last part feeling emotional.

" Ya' birthday comin' up mama, how you feel?" he asked knowing this was a sensitive subject.

" I don't know" she sighed " I feel weird, and it's freaking me out because i never felt that way before" she expressed

" What you mean?" he asked as he parked in his driveway

" I really don't know how to explain meir and it's really frustrating,because i can't express myself" she sighed frustrated

" It's okay, we gon figure this out" he said before unlocking the front door.

" This you?" she asked scared that someone might have broke in.

" Yea that's me" he laughed before hanging up.

Soon Kafeyah came running down the stairs and jumped in his open arms.

" I missed you" she pouted as she felt his cologne hit her nostrils.

" I missed you more princess" he pecked her lips.

Kafeyah and Zymeir didn't put a title over their relationship, but the both of them knew they belonged to each other. They didn't need of a title on their relationship to know that they really liked each other.

" Now lemme see what you cooked" he licked his lips as he tried entering the kitchen

" Aht! it's nap time" Kafeyah dragged him by the hand.

" Mane this sum bullshit" he whined as they reached his room

" Stop being a baby" she laughed as she got in bed and watched him strip out his outside clothes.

He soon got in bed with her, and rested his head on her titties while his arms were wrapped around her waist.

" Talk to me" she rubbed his scalp

" What you mean?" he asked confused

" I know when something is wrong or bothering you Zymeir and you're definitely not in your actual state. So like i said talk to me" she repeated

Zymeir sighed and began thinking of ways he could express himself. " I just- mane i don't know. I'm overwhelmed i guess. It's just that the idea of my supposed 'homeboys' wishing stupid shit on me doesn't sit right with me knowing errything i did fa' em'. Like shit, i fed them, gave them a roof to live under, provided them with everything, when i could've walked away and let them handle themselves alone" he started

I remember them days when I used to hang in the club
So addicted to the fame say it's the same as a drug

" Shit, i was a great friend-no fuck that amazing friend! Who you know that gives their homeboys everything they need without wanting anything in return? No fucking body. I was one good ass friend and they broke asses fucked me over" he shook his head " What if you didn't set me straight mama? I would be one junkie ass nigga and sadly that's how they wanted me to become. And i only understood that when i was completely stopped, i don't even remember half of the shit that happened with my life because i kept being high. What if i don't remember where i come from mama? What if i don't remember my parents, the old me? What if i can't remember anything" he let a tear fall

" Stop talking like that baby. Yes you don't remember half of what happened in your live, but you still have time ahead of you to remember and make new memories. You have time ahead of you to live again papa. Use that time wisely and do as you wish. Take what happened with your 'homeboys' as a lesson from God, don't let the wrong people in your life, don't let the people who don't want to see you succeed in your life. Stop trying to be there for everyone and make everyone happy, sometimes you have to think about you and you only" she started

" I know it mays sound selfish but like i said earlier, your health and mental health come first. And if people aren't happy nor accepting of that then let them go. Only let good, genuine and caring people that only want your good and see you succeed in your life. Rantz and Dom were snakes that only wanted to see you perish just like them. Don't feel bad about people who don't care about you and don't have nothin' going on for themselves papa" she preached

" Don't know what i'd do without you by my sides" he sighed as he hugged her waist tighter.

Not a lame or a scrub no that ain't what it was
Knew this girl is somebody else's, I think I'm in love

" You'll be one lost ass nigga" she snickered

" Stop cussin'." he popped her hand, " But you right" he chuckled

" Do you plan on waiting for marriage before loosing your virginity?" he asked out of the blue

" Well-i haven't really thought of that. I wouldn't be mad if i lost it before as long as i do it with someone i know i'm going to spend my life with. I mean, if it happens it happens" she shrugged

" So that means that you possibly see you spending the rest of your life with me?" he asked with a hint of hope in his eyes.

She know she bad, but what's new
Maybe the baddest, I want you girl

" Yes Zymeir" she blushed

" YESSIRR" he yelled before hopping out the bed and jumping around.

Kafeyah busted out laughing and shook her head.

I could get used to that forever she thought.

TO BE CONTINUED...

my babies so cute bye

i like how they're having deep ass convos at almost every chapter

song of the chapter: TLC by Sy ari da kid

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love y'all stay safe

-ri is outt 🦋