Midnight came and Sua went back home, feeling her heart rejoiced with joy but also cried in pain. Is this really, okay? Sua thought opening the door to her now shared house with Yoohyeon. She saw that the house had no Yoohyeon inside.
Did something go wrong? Sua grabbed her phone from her pocket seeing that there was a text message from Yoohyeon.
Sua Unnie, running away from our problems would just hurt us more, I'll be back home quite late and you should too, I know you can see in Siyeon's eyes that she's still longing for you, both of you deserved to talk and open up about these things. If we really want to be happy, we should face the things that makes us sad in the first place. Sent at: 7:30 Pm.
It was already 1 am when Sua saw Yoohyeon's text message. A small smile crept on Sua's face as she puts down her keys, going to the living room.
"Siyeon" Sua's heart both fluttered and ached as her name left Sua's mouth. A tear escaping her eyes which she immediately wiped.
Pain and pleasure. Sua then saw a notification from Siyeon's number. Is this really good bye for us? Her nickname still plastered as Singnie <3.
Yoohyeon's words were stuck in Sua's mind as she thought deeply of what to reply. She has the choice to leave Siyeon and put herself on a risk of falling into a deeper messed up state or she can keep getting hurt by the one she loves so much.
There was no right answer or in between choices.
Flashback
Sua was about to leave when Siyeon calls out her name. "Bora, before you go just know that, I will respect your decision all the way. If I can't change your decision of leaving then I'll be the first one to say Good bye and I'll be the first one to support you in every decision you make after that, we were once friends too, right?"
Flashback Ended
Sua closes her phone leaving Siyeon on read. Is this really the end?
Gahyeon was left alone in her house as Handong left to go back home. What could have happened if I didn't confess? Gahyeon stared at her bedroom window, as her hand gripped on the pen rather tightly. Would I have regretted it? Her diary opened and the lights closed.
Only the bedroom window was reflecting light. What if I told Dami? Would she still accept me as her friend? Gahyeon didn't notice she was already crying as a few of her tears drops down to her diary.
All questions were filled with What Ifs, as Gahyeon slowly falls into her thoughts. What if I didn't meet Handong in the first place?
Jiu and Yoohyeon were now at Yoohyeon's car as she escorted Jiu off back to her shared house with Siyeon. "A final good bye?" Jiu asked when Yoohyeon stopped the car. "Actually Unnie, I meant what I said that I would put your happiness first before mine and I would do all over again if I have too, and by doing this. I'm already causing you so much pain but I also asked myself while we were walking. What if I changed my mind? Then, we would both be in pain. There was no you being happy and me being in pain in the choices, I have so limited time to choose that I couldn't think of a reason to leave and until now. I don't want to leave you Unnie. But, as I said before, I also want to be happy and seeing you with Siyeon will just put me back in the reality that I can never have you, despite all the things I do for you to be the happiest. I- ", Yoohyeon gets cut off by Jiu kissing the younger.
Yoohyeon's heart that was in pain, fluttered for what felt like ages as her eyes closed. They kissed; it wasn't the kiss they both expected to have. But it felt comforting. Jiu could feel Yoohyeon's tears running down the latter's cheek.
With Jiu pulling away resting her forehead on Yoohyeon's. "Just please tell me if this is the end" Jiu has her eyes still closed and so did Yoohyeon.
Both of them tearing up. "I.... don't want to let you go, Minji" Yoohyeon's true feelings came out as Jiu managed to choke out. "B-but you have too, right?".
Sua sighed as she took a deep breath, opening her phone once again. The first thing that she sees in her screen is Siyeon's message from earlier.
Am I ready to move on? All the memories she has with Siyeon, flashed through her mind.
Flashback
"Bora!!!! I missed you" Siyeon enters Sua's house trying to surprise her girlfriend. "Is she not home yet?" Siyeon muttered looking at every room to see no sign of the older girl.
The latter drove to Sua's dance academy and just right when she was just about to enter. Siyeon can already hear the blaring loud music and the fact that Sua went to the dance academy early in the morning and now it was almost late at night.
Siyeon peeked through the glass door to see Sua was still trying to create choreographies so that when she goes to another country, she has already made a few. Too focus on the dance, the older girl didn't notice her girlfriend.
"Don't overwork yourself honey" Sua was startled when she heard Siyeon's voice and the speaker being turned off. "Singnie?" Sua asked looking at the glass. Siyeon turned around for Sua to make sure it was really Siyeon.
Sua's face brightened when she saw it was really her girlfriend. Despite Sua's sweaty body, Siyeon hugged the girl tightly ignoring her girlfriend who was whining about how she didn't take a bath yet.
"Let's get you washed up, then let's eat out" Siyeon plants a kiss on Sua's forehead making the older girl blush. "Or we could just cook and save money" Sua suggested raising her eyebrow.
"We could do whatever you want" Siyeon says finally kissing Sua on the lips. Once they pulled away, they both were blushing slightly.
"Just don't overwork yourself ever again"
Flashback Ended
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The End? •Jiyoo•
FanfictionIs this really the end? All the lies and secrets unfold in the most overwhelming way, could they even handle the truth? Jiyoo Series {Book 4}
