Cordelia

45.

"How bad is it," I asked leaning back into the bed.

I hope he okay, he has to be okay he is my brother let alone my twin we are always together if I lose him I might as well be losing myself he can't leave me he still has to tell his story.

"he was shot three times in his chest the doctor said it not likey he will survive," mom mumbled her voice nearly on the edge of tears.

I felt my throat close up, I felt like I couldn't breathe my whole world was going to shit im happy to know it wasn't my fault maybe everything will be okay, that what I keep telling myself.

"you shouldn't worry we all need to heal you," papa said and I rolled my eyes

"im fine nothing I can't handle," I replied making everyone in the room sigh.

"if you haven't noticed you were bleeding out on the floor you whole stomach was nearly cut open you bruise up and have cuts all over you need to heal," caiden spoke his tone was hard

And even though I wanted to get out there and kill the bitch I cant, Im in pain physically and mentally and I dont know when we're gonna get a break.

the tension and silence filled the room it seems like it was most cast down on caiden and I felt like he had something he wanted to get off his chest. My family felt it too and they took their leave making half as an excuse.

"Are you okay," I asked him he looked over to me and my heart broke.

tears filled his eyes, his jaw was clenched tight, and every way it hurt me seeing him like this

"Since we walked into that house I thought I was gonna lose you, I was scared I felt weak like I couldn't protect you, do you know what that feels like," he started

"I saw you were hurt and then with your brother getting shot my mind was all worried for you and how you will feel," his words were hard but soft at the same time

"you shouldn't have to worry about me were in this together and in the end I'm fine," I assured him but he rolled his eyes.

"THAT THE PROBLEM CORDELIA!" he shouted making me jump

"you're the problem I can barely think without you invading my thoughts EVERY SECOND,"

"well, we can work something up i-i dont know what you want me to do," my voice breaking I was already crying because in my heart I knew this was taking a turn.

"I want you to stop loving me no... I need you to stop loving me," his tone was hard the look in his eyes making me feel so low.

"no, I can't stop loving I will never stop," I shouted at him getting up from the bed.

I could tell he was struggling I limped over to him grabbing his hand in mine only for him to snatch it away as I disgusted him.

"you dont see it huh, your the problem your the reason why everyone gets hurt," he growled

"everything isn't my fault," I mumbled and he braked out a dry laugh

"you will eventually be the end of me cora the fucked up thing is I was willing for you to end me," he sighed

"caiden," I whispered I grabbed his hand once more and he held it just for a second he wouldn't even look me in my eyes

"what do you want now, huh do you want me to lay on a hospital bed to bleeding out dead that right because you are a death everyone around you dies," he sneered

I tear my hand out of his hand and he chuckled I'm hurt I felt like every word he spat at me digged deep into my soul breaking it away every part

"Why are you acting like this? " I asked him it as he changed in a slipt second

"you told me you love me and you act like this you said you won't leave me," I added

"Maybe you shouldn't believe anything I say," he uttered out he turn and head towards the door and I managed just to get to him my heart didn't want to let him go yet.

throwing me to his back and he stops in his tracks

"dont leave me please caiden I need you," I cried out punching on his back pushing him and he took it

"b-but I never needing you,"

"I love you but if you walk out that door I will never forgive you," I pleaded

"I know... that why I have to leave,"

and with that, he tears me away from his body and walked out the door not even looking back.

my knees bulked and I drop to the floor crying the love of my life left me alone, scared and sad and it hurt so bad I can't breathe I can't think my mind is flooding the crying bringing a headache to my head but my scream filled the hospital as the door closed and I cried my heart out on the floor.

because he hurt me and I still love him.

I can never stop loving him.

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um, yea im not sorry it had to happen. im working on august story and a whole other story which I think you all might like.

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