I used to be the most excited to wake up in the early morning
But today is a different story where I ought to curl up and die
So used to calling you, you're yawning as you're rubbing your sleepy eyes
But today I don't know what you're doing or whether it'll be alrightI don't know quite what to say
I guess I regret the decision that I made last night
I wanted to marry you
I guess I wanna be your friend
Maybe this doesn't have to end
Maybe we could play pretend
Maybe this doesn't have to end
Maybe this doesn't have toYou used to be the most excited to wake up on the days you'd see me
But today is a different line, and I'm trying every way and so hard to cross it
You choose to leave when things get harder, that's how this rodeo went down
And today is no different, you said you hate me, and I'll let you say it again as long as you're aroundI don't know quite what to say
I guess I regret the decision that I made last night
I wanted to marry you
I guess I wanna be your friend
Maybe this doesn't have to end
Maybe we could play pretend
Maybe this doesn't have to end
Maybe this doesn't have toYou were my reason, my only reason to stay
You were my reason, now, my only reason to fade away
And there's a little bit of me that begs for your attention, begs for your redemptions, begs and begs and begs
And there's a little bit of me that knows that you're a bandit, I should be offended, yet I'm waiting and waitingI don't know quite what to say
I guess I regret the decision that I made last night
I wanted to marry you
I guess I wanna be your friend
Maybe this doesn't have to end
Maybe we could play pretend
Maybe this doesn't have to end
Maybe this doesn't have to
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