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Worse

I know damn well you won't call me
I know damn well I shouldn't want you to be
I know damn well you'll ignore and start leaving
I know damn well I shouldn't stop it happening

You pick me up to pick on me and push me down, I'm on my knees and you say sorry because you want to do it all again
I let you, watched you stick to anything but your word, but you say sorry and now I want to do it all again

I deserve it, I cannot wait for a love which makes me loved
When I'm hurting you're the only one who could ever make it worse
So temperamental, I want to suffer at the hands of your words
You're the only one who could ever make it worse

Tell me without telling me, babe, I've been all you're wanting
Tell me without telling me, it was just some scandalous high
Tell me without telling me, those days were all for nothing
Tell me without telling me, it was just to try

It was months ago
And I let you off
I forgave it instantly
You took it so easily
It was months back
So many months passed
And I haven't said a word
Though now come the flashbacks

You pick me up to pick on me and push me down, I'm on my knees and you say sorry because you want to do it all again
I let you, watched you stick to anything but your word, but you say sorry and now I want to do it all again

I deserve it, I cannot wait for a love which makes me loved
When I'm hurting you're the only one who could ever make it worse
So temperamental, I want to suffer at the hands of your words
You're the only one who could ever make it worse

Tell me without telling me, babe, I've been all you're wanting
Tell me without telling me, it was just some scandalous crime
Tell me without telling me, a phase proved only to be haunting
Tell me without telling me, that was the last time
Tell me without telling me, babe, I've been all you're wanting
Tell me without telling me, they were just some scandalous nights
Tell me without telling me, those days are long forgotten
Tell me without telling me, the outcome was not what you had in mind

And you'll never consider lying
It was just to try it
It wasn't what you had in mind
And that was the last time