Chapter 8 Regrets

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Cry point of view

We all get patched up. It started raining after we arrived. It fitted the mood, Edgar might die, I am officially a wanted criminal, and I got Pewds and Marzia in some SERIOUS shit... Just gets better and better, doesn't it? I sit on the couch and whimper quietly,


What am I going to do... am I going to have to... it would be for the best to leave them... all they did is help me... they don't deserve the hurt i could give them... 


i decided not to tell them anything of my plan to probaby leave. It would be best... pewds would have a complete meltdown though... ugh, god damnit.. why did the world hate me... I dont believe in god, but if i did, id say hes bullying me to death...


literally...


Felix was holding Edgar, his face still marked with tears. Marzia was calming down on the couch with maya. and me, I was just some poor old mess asking for hell to rise up and bring all its misforutnes with it.. I finally start to come back to the reality that isnt what i wished my own  and went to Felix. Wrapping an arm around his body, I pulled him close to me and shook my head 


"Im sorry i had to put you through all of this Felix. it is nothing you deserve..." i sounded ashamed to have put him in such a position. i heard him whimper something out and all i could do was feel bad. When i asked him for what he said, he soounded mor depressed then ive heard him in a long... long time.


"Y-you dont have to be sorry... everything that has happened and is still happening, is nothing you deserve either..."  he just held the dog close and tried to close his eyes, and i let him. If were ever going to get through this, we were gonna have to get everyones minds straight and figure out a plan... 


but my mind wasnt straight enough yet... I just looked down to the love of my life. the one who hs gone through ll of this and sticked with me no matter the danger. slowly leaning down, i lifted my mask a bit, kissed his head, and laid back. Ever so slowly falling into the darkness of sleep. the last thing i hear before all is nothing is the simple words


i-i love you Ryan... n-never let go...


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hey guys, i kknow ive had a rough time. but im trying for yall ^w^ i hope you like this short (i think) chapter. and thank you all for 1K reads!~

and as always...

brofish <3 <3 <3


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