His Endgame [COMPLETED]

Chapter 13

"Hindi mo na kailangang pumunta dito. I get it, okay? Busy ka sa trabaho mo, you're a general so I understand. And... may fianceé ka na. You should settle things with her so you'll be in good terms." Mahinahon kong sambit.

"So ayos lang sayo na lumaki ang bata na walang ama?" Nag salubong ang kilay nito. Sumandal ito sa pader habang seryosong nakatingin sakin.

"Well..." to be honest, ayoko. I want my child to grow up with a complete family pero kung ganito lang rin naman, ano pang laban ko 'di ba? I'm just a commoner. And he have a fianceé, no one can change that.

He shooked his head. "Don't argue this matter with me anymore, Soren. My decision is final." He firmly said.

Napanguso ako at pinaglaruan ang mga daliri. "May fianceé ka..."

"Shut up." Inis niyang sambit at kinuha 'yung malaking bag na nasa may pinto. "I'm going to take a shower. Tell me if you're going somewhere." Tinitigan niya ako bago siya umakyat sa bahay.

Natulala naman ako mag isa dito. What should I do? Hindi ko naman akalain na mangyayari 'to. Tapos siya pa 'yung ama ng dinadala ko. I didn't know how stubborn he is. But I know when his words are final and cannot be broken. Alam kong tototohanin niya na aalagan niya ako o kung ano pa man. Ano nalang sasabihin ni Tito?

I know he won't notice at first but... what if he found out? I heard that he's kinda hated gay. I don't know if that's true and I'm not sure. Paano nga kung totoo? Baka may gawin saking masama si Tito. Worst, he'll kill me. I'm his butler and I've been working for him for years so I know what life rotates around him. Siguro nga'y ganoon rin sa mga anak niya. I would not be surprised if Kiel's like that too.

But they won't kill unless it's necessary.

Ano kayang magiging reaksyon ng magkakapatid kapag nalaman nila? They knew I'm gay but be pregnant with Kiel's child? What kind of bullshit is that, right? If everyone found out about that this, they'll surely freaked out. They will say bad things about me and I don't want that. Kaya ayoko munang ipagsabi sa iba.

Yes, carriers are normal and it's rare pero hindi parin maiiwasan ang mga taong mapanghusga. They called us "abnormal" and "salot" then they will looked at us with full of disgust. Kaya talagang hindi ko rin pinagkakalat that I am a carrier. Since it's rare, many scientists would just knock into our house, asking if we can be their test subject. How absurd, right?

Kaya hindi rin biro ang buhay ng isang carrier.

Kung pwede nga lang ay tumira muna ako sa malayo, 'yung lugar kung saan kunti lang ang tao. So I can find peace.

Pagkatapos mag isip isip, umakyat ako sa kwarto para kunin ang aking laptop. Nagulat ako ng makita si Kiel na kakalabas lang ng banyo. Nakatapis ang pangibaba nito ng tuwalya habang pinupunasan niya ang kanyang buhok. I gulped hard.

Mabilis akong nag iwas ng tingin kahit pulang pula na ang mga pisngi.