Isn't it hard to stay pure and faithful till we meet our fated patner .
We fall in love with few people, we experience heartbreaks , loneliness , depression .
Few who are strong and supported my family and friends over come that situation.but so...
After crying last night I felt a bit better although it still hurts but I promised myself to move on from the painful past .
As soon as I woke up I was greeted by my favourite fluffy ball ahaha it's my puppy we call it choco.
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This fluffy ball never fails to make me happy . I lift it from my lap and place it in its cushion and I enter washroom to do my morning routine.
As I enter dining hall I could feel the tension in atmosphere.their anxious about me . But I calmly sit-down on the chair and we start eating.
After eating p'thorn called me to couch.
P'thorn:- mewie let's go their together.
(He said with a calm face )
Mew :- no p' your going to get married in a few days .it's not auspicious for you to come their .
Before p' starts saying something my dad interupts us
Dad:- mew take thorn with you . Your safety is important for us .my mom nods to my dad's words.
Mew :- paa I will be careful please.i can take care of myself .let us not trouble p'thorn becoz only 6 days r left for his wedding their are still so many things to be taken care of .
Mom:- mew we are not giving you options to whether take u r p' with your not .we r ordering.now carefully both of you go their and come back safely together .
I nod my head because I don't wanna cause more problems to my parents I go to my room change my outfit and stand near our car .
After few minutes p'thorn comes and take driver seat and I settle in passenger seat. With that we drove to the destination.
As we get nearer to the place my heat beats erratically.thorn stops the car and we both go to the place .
It's cemetery
I place a flower bouquet which contains white lilies and chrysanthemums. I kneel infront of it .
Tears blur my vision.
I forgive you . It's hurts alot but I know you won't come back .I will stop thinking about the sad memories and only remember the good ones. from today onwards am going to completely move on from you .I won't let our past effect me anymore .
I i- lov-e you
I cry my heart out .our memories keep on repeating infront of my eyes p'thorn hold me from back but I couldn't stop myself from crying . slowly I feel my oxygen levels lowering I started feeling dizzy before my mind goes blank I look at his picture again.....
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