Not Your Regular Bitch

chapter one:The breakup

......yes I can hear you Anita, please I need you to come over to my place,like right now......

That moment I knew in my mind that anita would have a million and one questions to ask but I wasn't ready to answer them on phone,so I tried not to be rude to her even though I am hurting deep inside my soul.
Anita tried asking me what was going on,but I just told her that it would be best explained if she was here in person and I also said to her please call Tina and Rhea also to come and I ended the call so as to avoid much more questions.

After ending the call,I just sat on a sofa next to my bed and tucked myself with a blanket, still that didn't make me feel better.My hope was for my friends to come and when I mean come,I meant come quickly,so i can share what am passing through with them and so they could also console me.

.......I felt like my whole world was tearing apart.......

While thinking of everything going wrong with me,I heard a knock on the door and i told whosoever it is to come in, ofcourse i was expecting to see my friends but to my biggest suprise guess who I saw?
It was my very own little brother,I said to him not now Clark what do you want? he said he wanted help with his assignment.
I then said to myself that why does this boy always comes when am not in a good mood, but nevertheless I had to help him even though i don't want to, because if I don't, he would tell my mum that I refused to help him with his assignment and she would still send him back to me.

After helping clark with his annoying assignment,he then pecked me and left, anyway that was his usual way of saying "thank you" to his sister,which is me. About 5 minutes after Clark left I heard another knock on the door and immediately I was filled with raged and I yelled "leave me alone Clark .

Just after yelling,I heard a voice saying "it's us Stella" it was then i realized that it wasn't Clark but it was my friends whom i mistook for my brother.Having realized this I told them to come in and so ashamed of my self,I apologize to them saying

.....girls am so sorry I yelled at you all,I don't think am myself anymore......

Tina then pulled me closer to her as she sat beside me on the sofa saying it's okay Stella,no need to sob anymore,Rhea while leaning by the window side also added 'we got your back girl no matter what'
Anita while seating on the bed,then
Proceeded to ask me what happened.

Infact I couldn't speak properly as tears were flowing down my eyes like someone who just finished cutting an onion,I then began saying; it all happened this morning,i got a text from that heartless john saying he no longer wants to continue our relationship,infact to be precise, he called it a "terrifying relationship ".
Rhea cutting me short of words,began question me why he said that or if i had done something wrong to him without me knowing.
I tried replying her back that I had done absolutely nothing wrong to him and even if I did something wrong to him which am sure I didn't,that shouldn't warrant the text he sent to me,i mean at least he should have just called me and explain to me where I have wronged him and I would apologize and make amendment and we would settle the whole situation that moment. But that wasn't the case instead he chose to make it a surprise by sending an annoying text.

Tina tried to calm me down saying supportive words and she also said that since I said I did nothing wrong to john,she is in full support of me.Anita then concluded the matter saying that i shouldn't bother myself weeping over a nigga who doesn't even cares about me any longer,she said that even if John breaks up with me or not, she will always stand by my side.rhea also added "and me too" Tina then finalized it all saying That's why we are friends, and a friend in need is a friend indeed.

......my gosh I couldn't explained how my feelings just changed from being sad to a happy mood.......

I was very happy to hear these statements from my friends,infact their words healed me sooner than I had imagined,after I recovered myself a little,I told them all,that I am so sorry for my actions of just calling them to come to my house without informing them on why I asked them to come,Tina said to me "it's okay Stella we understand what your passing through; it's what anyone would do" and I smiled back at her.anita tried to make the atmosphere more lively by throwing a pillow at Rhea which Rhea throwed back at me and I threw to tina then it was declared a "pillow fight".

We were all happily playing and laughing out loud until we heard a knock on the door,'I said come in' and guess who it was? 'My mum of course'
She said to Me; sweetie sorry to bother you and your friends but don't forget your chores.

Damn!!! I said silently in my mind....
So sorry mum, I totally forgot about the chores but it will be done in no time.she then smiled at me and said dinner is also ready and she Left leaving the door half open.To be honest, some part of me didn't want to eat but since my friends were beside me, i just ditched the feeling of not being able to eat because of someone who seems not to care about me any longer.
So that night, we all ate and had a good time and my friends were also nice enough to help me with some chores. After finishing the whole house chores, i and my friends went to my room to help me arrange my room because they were about leaving cause its already getting very dark.then Rhea brought up the topic saying that when we go to school tomorrow she is going to ask John why he sent the text,well to me i didn't liked the idea so i frowned a bit,but anita supported her saying that at least we have to know what happened to warrant such text.Tina also nodded in support to Anita's suggestion.

.....well as they say, majority wins the vote.....

I was left with no other choice than to abide by there suggestions but one thing for sure I knew was that I wasn't going to be the one asking John why he sent the text, infact I already dislike hearing the name 'john' cause it makes me very uncomfortable.

Tina said they better get going now because the weather was about to change like it was going to rain or something.rhea advised me to sleep sound for the next big day of tomorrow activity at school and Anita added saying I shouldn't think of nothing, but just rest my brain.i thanked them all for coming to my aid and hurriedly accompanied them all outside to get a taxi taking each of them to their direction.Each of them sent me a text saying they were home safely, I replied them all with a xoxo hearts and thankful emoji.

.....Few moments after they left, it then began raining and I closed my door,turned the lights on, threw myself on the bed, tucked myself with my blanket,erased all of John's memory from my brain and thankfully I was fast aslept........