FAN ACCOUNT | yungi

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TW // Mentions of blood and gunshots

Baby ❤️
hwa where are you?
i brought you some food
i'm on the way
hwa
baby?
baby please answer me

You
I'm not hungry.

Baby ❤️
hwa you haven't eaten anything since
... you know

You
I said I'm not hungry.
Please leave me alone.

Baby ❤️
and that's what i'm not gonna do
hwa i know what happened is horrible but please
you still need to take care of yourself

You
I don't care.
Leave me alone.
I don't need help.

Baby ❤️
sounds like complete and utter bullshit
hwa please eat something
at least let me help you take care of yourself

You
How can I take care of myself when Mingi is in the fucking hospital bleeding out of a fucking bullet wound?
It's all my fault.

Baby ❤️
no it's not.
hwa listen to me
nobody could've ever guessed something like that would happen
nobody knew a psychopath would actually try to kill min

You
But I should've known.

Baby ❤️
it's impossible to predict the future
how could've you known?

You
I'm his fucking manager, Hongjoong.
I'm the one who's supposed to protect him the most.
I should've been the one to take the bullet wound.

Baby ❤️
hwa please don't say that

You
Why? It's true.

Baby ❤️
no it's not
and i'm gonna need you to fucking listen to me because i've had enough
i'm not gonna fight you. i know you're not in the right mindset right now
but this mentality needs to stop.
nobody deserves the bullet wound
it shouldn't even have happened
but that's life for you. it's unpredictable
the you from yesterday doesn't know today's events, and the you from today doesn't know tomorrow's events

You
You think I don't know that?
I'm sorry. I didn't mean to sound so rude.

Baby ❤️
it's fine baby
i still love u

You
I love you too.
But Hongjoong... I still feel so guilty.
I'm his manager. I'm supposed to protect him the most.
I'm the one who told him to go to the studio while I took care of some stuff.
I'm the one who was closest but couldn't even move when I heard the gunshot.
Do you know how miserable I was when I saw him?

Baby ❤️
hwa you don't have to continue

You
I want to continue.

Baby ❤️
the conversation's all yours

You
Hongjoong, I saw Mingi.
I saw him after the attack went down.
He was crying and screaming on the floor, grabbing his leg that had a hole in it.
It's the most traumatic thing I have ever seen.
Seeing your artist and one of your closest friends lying on the ground, trying to calm themselves from a fucking gunshot?
I never wish it upon anyone.

Baby ❤️
he's safe now
he's in the hospital and he's being treated by the best doctors
he'll be fine hwa
he's a fighter. he won't give up easily