Abducted [W&W Book 3]

Chapter 52

This time, the break in Lord Wildwood's speech was not met with silence, but rather a low whispering. Ty was watching Lord Wildwood intently. Ildri held her breath as he continued. "There are still many castles and troops which belong to those loyal to the king, who will continue to fight. Yet I fear that the rot is so deep that even all of the king's people will be overrun. If this happens, those who stood until the end may suffer the most for it. Scelus has never been rumoured to be merciful conquerors and their own people live largely in despair. Edelland has not always been right nor ideal, but it is by far the better alternative to what will be if we lose. The king's intentions are good, and I have no doubt that had he been allowed to rule our land would have improved. However it was not to be, and we must deal with the time that we are given."

"I shall speak with the other inhabitants of Wildwood after I am finished speaking with all of you who I most trust, but I would like to make a few things clear. Wildwood will stand against our aggressors and for our king even if I am the last man standing to fight for it. All who are with me are welcome here in the castle. However, if someone does not wish to remain, to distance themselves for their own possible safety, they are to be allowed to leave without threat of bodily harm nor insult. We will not keep any friend here against their will, they will depart with peace."

Lord Wildwood paused for a moment, and then continued in a very strong voice. "I and some of my trusted companions will be taking a force to the capital. We do not know how the king and his family fare but we will do what we can. Other estates will do the same and we will be their beside them. I will now ask those who are willing to join me to discuss what needs to be done tonight. All others I would ask to remain ready to make preparations for the journey this very night."

Lord Wildwood then called out who he wished to speak with and Ildri was shocked that to hear her name among the number, along with his wife, Ty, Jim, Sir Thomas, Missus White, chef and a few others. She waited at the table while those who had not been called filed out, feeling very out of place but with a secret pleasure that Lord Wildwood was relying upon her to help. At last, perhaps she could repay him for what he and his father had done for her.

Lord Wildwood sat down and everyone moved to the seats closest to him. He began to outline plans that had been made. Ildri did not know much about military matters but she could not fail to understand when Ty readily agreed to go along. She felt a twinge of fear through her heart. She did not want him going on a possibly hopeless quest. She wanted him to...

The planning continued and Ildri was called upon a couple of times to speak of potion supplies and other things related to her new job, and she was quite certain that she stuttered and looked the fool. Yet she was still pleased to be contributing in some small way.

When the meeting finally ended, everyone began to file out. As Ildri waited she saw Lady Theresa move towards Lord Wildwood and speak to him softly, but not so softly that she could not hear. She tried not to listen but failed.

"Why does it always need to be you? Send someone else," she heard Lady Theresa say in a surprisingly shrill tone.

"You know it is my duty. Perhaps I am paying for the many years I ignored affairs of state before I met you," he said slowly. "I may not have contributed to the injustices that were committed, but by ignoring them I became guilty all the same."

"I don't think you're guilty. You're a good man, and I don't want to lose you."

"I would rather stay here with you more than anything. I love you, Theresa. But I can't just sit here while the country implodes upon itself. I want Lillie and you to have a good future."

"And you, too," she corrected.

"With me," he agreed.

"But you could die. I can't live without you!" she said in a broken voice.

He pulled her close. "You would live, for Lillie."

"I'm sorry. I'm being selfish."

"No, I'm sorry. I would feel the same way if it was you," Lord Wildwood said in a soft tone.

"One of these days we should switch roles. I'll run out into danger and you can stay home and wait."

"Not a chance," he smiled.

Lady Theresa clutched the necklace around her throat. "I still think I think I should come with you."

Lord Wildwood's voice was gentle but firm. "We've already talked about this Theresa. Lillie needs you."

"Lillie needs you too." Lady Theresa scowled at him. "Just be careful, Wildwood. I'll kill you if you die on me."

"We wouldn't want that. I'll be careful, I promise."

The crowd finally moved forward enough that Ildri could exit. She quickly moved from the room.

* * * * *

Outside the room people were clustered in small groups which was probably why it had taken Ildri so long to escape the small dining room. She saw Ty lounging on a chair as if he had not a care in the world, although she knew differently. He was talking to Sir Thomas. Ildri went the other way, not to avoid him, she told herself, but because she wanted to find chef.

Anya and Jim were sitting with their heads together. She must have waited outside the meeting for him to emerge. He was explaining what had been decided.

"I'm going, too," Anya said.

"I knew you would want to. But Anya, I don't believe we'll be taking any women along."

Anya looked annoyed. "Why? You don't think we can take care of ourselves? That I am not fully capable of—"

"That's not it. It's simply your presence will be distracting. It's better if you stay behind," he explained quietly. "And I don't want you there. I want you here where you are safe."

Anya shifted her head. "It's hardly safe anywhere anymore."

"Still, Anya, it is safer here. And you can help protect Wildwood. Someone has to stay behind to take care of those who cannot. Like your brother and sister."

"You fight dirty, Jim."

"I want you safe."

"I want you safe, too. At least you'll take some potions, right?"

"Of course."

And Jim kissed Anya, and Ildri felt acute embarrassment flood through her. It suddenly occurred to her that she had been eavesdropping again. She and moved away quickly towards where she had last seen chef and ran smack into a hard chest.

She looked up straight into Ty's face, and jumped backward. "Sorry," she mumbled, certain that her face was beet red.

"Ildri," Ty said and then stopped, as if he did not know what to say.

"I guess I'm just nervous," she babbled. "You know, with all the battles and war and all that." Then she remembered his stance on women being told about war and realized what she said, and added, "But I'm still glad that I was included, because not knowing is far worse than knowing, right? Because I would have known that something was going on and..." She realized that she sounded like an idiot and worse that it was in front of Ty. Not that it mattered how she looked to him, but still...

He looked amused, which probably indicated she did look ridiculous. She turned to flee, but he caught her by the wrist. "I just wanted to..." he let her wrist drop.

An awkward silence fell between them, and Ildri said the first thing that came into her mind. "Just be careful, please." She immediately wished she could take back the words. But it did not matter, she really did want him to be careful.

He was watching her intently, and she wished she could disappear. "Will you be upset if I die?" he asked.

I'll never stop crying, she thought. But she could not say that. "Of course," she agreed. "Just take care of yourself. I'll be upset if anyone does not come back." Especially you.

"I'll be careful, Ildri," he said, and he walked away towards the exit of the room.