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𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓙𝓪𝓼𝓹𝓮𝓻 𝓗𝓪𝓵𝓮

"S-she doesn't blame me..."

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Addison Cullen wasn't sure exactly how long they had been laying on the chaise lounge, all she knew was the sky had begun to darken and her husband had yet to speak, and despite the fact she was comfortable she knew they had to talk at some point but it was his choice to decide when it was the right time to break the silence or even move from their position. Her fingers contuined gently weaving through Jasper's darken honey-blonde hair as she stared outside the window trying to think of ways to make him feel better. As she dazed Jasper still couldn't help study her delicate features seeing every emotion in her expression as he drank in her presence, the slight furrow of her brows, and the way her sharp teeth tugged at her bottom lip indicating that she was in deep and troubling thought. 

"Why are you here" his voice was scratchy a clear sign that he hadn't used it in a while, "aren't you supposed to be watching Bella" he added not wanting to come off as ungrateful that she was with him instead. "Isabella knows where I am, I told her before I left this morning". Jasper's eyebrows raised, "you two talk now- when'd that happen?" Addison chuckled at his shocked tone, "it happened today I wasn't going to talk to her but she's a mess...I don't maybe I can help somehow" she shook away the thoughts of the human pushing her full focus on her husband, "enough about Isabella, what's been going on with you?" 

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Jasper shuffled slightly unsure how to answer, "have you been thinking about that night again?" her voice was soft, and her long red nails were gently scratching at his scalp making it hard for him to properly think. "N-not completely...it's more just everything, everything's just been so messed up, everyone's emotions are all over the place and it's just... too much". The wall around Jasper's pent-up feelings had broke and the words were spilling past his lips, "Edward's disappeared without a trace and Esme's worried about all of us, Rose is holding back so much anger, Emmett's just confused about everything, Carlisle is being the strong one and trying to hold everyone together,poor Alice is...all over the place, you're just gone all the time...and I- I caused all of this"...