Nerd,Dork,Geek

Geek: Sophia

        I walk into the cafeteria and see Amy and Emma waving at me I walk over to them "hey guys" I say

siting down next to them "hey" they say together. I look at them and I can tell the've been crying. 

What happened" I ask.

        "Sara" Emma says I noticed that shes not wearing her glasses and wonder if that is what Sara did.

" A kid tripped me and made my nose bleed" Amy said and I noticed that her nose was slightly bent .

        I grimaced and looked away. I start eating my mashed potatoes that tasted horribly. I see Sara walk into

the cafeteria and she walks over to the table of jocks she starts talking to Adam Scott one of the cutest

boys in school but knowing my status in this school I know he dosen't know my name. Sara flips her

golden hair and flashes Adam a smile. I wish I had hair like her but instead, my hair is dark brown and I

have bright blue eyes. Amy has blonde hair and green eyes and Emma has brown hair and brown

eyes. were all pretty tall and skinny. When the bell rings I throw away my tray and go to math class I'm

not that great in math, Emma tutors me. When I get in the classroom I sit in the last seat. I notice that the

girls next to me are arguing and I lean over slightly to hear what there talking about "I don't want to sit

next to her" one said there was a open seat next to me and they were looking at me and then it hit me

they were arguing over who sat next to me.

        " Well I don't want to sit next to her"  I look at them and they look at me with complete disgust and that is

when I start to cry. " Why is she crying?" One girl asks I keep crying even when the teacher comes in 

but I managed to bring it down a little bit at least I'm not sobbing. The teacher dosen't 

even ask what happened she looked at me once and looked away. Once the bell rings I dart out of

there as fast as I can. Its time to go home so I go to my locker and get my stuff. Once I'm done I look for

Emma and Amy. I see them and walk over to them. We ride the same bus and deal with the same

bully's

except they don't know who I am.  Amy asks how math was and I say "horribly two girls were arguing

about who sat next to me and they looked at me like I was trash".

        " Oh my gosh people can be such jerks" Emma says, I look at her and I actually look at her she has

confidence in her eyes but if you look close enough you can still see the pain. When we get on the bus

we sit close to the back which wasn't a good idea because that was were the popular kids sat. Once the 

bus started moving I turned to Emma and asked " are you coming to my house or  am I going to your

house"

"I don't care you decide" she said 

"can I go to your house ?" I asked

        "Sure" we didn't talk for the rest of the ride until the popular kids started being mean. 

"your fat " one boy says to Emma 

"remember when I asked for your opinion," Emma says "yeah me neither"

"nerd" the same boy say to Amy 

"hey there's worse, I could be you" the boy sits back and leaves us alone for the rest of the ride. 

        " Wow those were great comebacks !" I exclaim 

"Thanks" Amy says.

        When the bus pulls up to my house I wave bye to Amy and Emma and get of the bus. I walk into my

house and automatically hear my parents arguing " if we do get divorced I'll be tacking Sophia" my

mom says. I feel hot tears coming I run to my room and cry into my pillow. When I stop crying I sit up and 

feel hatred towards my parents why do the think its all about them don't they see that I can't take

listeningt o them fight. I walk over to my desk and find a knife how it got there I don't know but I go over

to my

bed and and sit down. I place the knife on my leg and press down it hurts but is makes me feel better.

I cut many lines and when I stop I feel better a lot better. I find another pair of pants and put them on. I

run outside fast enough to were I don't have to listen to my parents and jump on my bike and ride to

Emma's. When I get there Emma is all ready on her porch waiting for me "hey" I say

"hi" Emma says.

" um Emma can I tell you something"

"of course"

"well can we go to your room" I look around and make sure Emma's older brother isn't around and we

walk inside. Once we get inside Emma's room I sit cross-legged on her floor and take a deep breath

"so what did you want to tell me" Emma asks

" so my parents were fighting today and I ran to my room and cried but when I stopped crying I found a

knife and," I pulled up my pant-leg to show her the cuts "cut my self."

        "Oh my gosh Sophia" 

"please don't tell anyone"

"can I tell Amy?"

"Sure but only Amy" Emma gets off her bed and sits down next to me and hugs me.

"I'm so sorry" Emma says and I start to cry.