MY RUBY JANE

1

LISA'S POV

I waited.

I waited at home for you.

You told me you were going to work late tonight.

I knew how much of a hard worker you are...or at least that is what I thought. All these late nights you were meeting him. Just like now.

Just like now...

I wanted to surprise you to alleviate all stress this "project" has been giving you, but here you are getting into his car. Placing your lips on to his and my grip tightens on the steering wheel.

Everything was a lie.

Project my ass...

You come home late or your say you're sleeping on your office couch.

I was blinded by my love for you until I realized that this "project" was taking so much longer than your previous ones. The staying late at work started when you accused me of cheating.

If only you fucking listened to me and let me explain, but you believed him over me.

I never cheated on you, but you believed him.

Then things seem to get better again. You told me you believed me that I didn't cheat, but something still felt off.

And here I am in front of your office building trusting this off feeling in my gut.

So who is actually the cheater?

I thought you loved me? I stare at the wedding ring and promise ring you gave me. My eyes betray me as they start to fill with tears of hurt. My chest feels like there is a 100 pound weight crushing me and I can't breathe.

I see you both leave, so I start the ignition and drive off. I drive and I don't know where to go.

I need to forget. I need something to help me forget. To forget you and the pain I'm feeling.

...

4:21am

I somehow manage to get home in one piece. I don't know how, but now I'm stumbling out of my car. I enter the house and there you are...

Tears in your eyes.

Eyes full of worry as you stand up and look into my dark empty eyes.

"L-Lisa...where have you been?"

"Out. L-likfeee yooouuu carerrrr." My speech slurred.

"You're drunk."

"I'm go-going toooff beedddduh." I almost trip on the stairs, but she catches me and I try to push her away.

"GET OFF ME."

"Lisa you're drunk. Let me help you." I look into her eyes with sadness.

"Do...do yooouuu eeeevenn looffeee meeee?"

"I..."

Everything goes black.

A/N: I know I usually write pretty long chapters, but with this story I'm trying to just type my mind for each chapter when I feel to write, so if it's short it'll be short and if it is long, then long.

I'm trying to just write freely, in hopes that I won't get writers block on this story like my other stories.

Anyways, might give a double or triple update?