One Rule! • JK x Reader•

110. What's wrong?

They perform amazingly! It's a brilliant powerful performance and you don't see anything that they could hate but you know you don't know how every single move is supposed to look so you can't judge how good they think it went and when they come off stage around twenty minutes later they all look covered in sweat and worked to the core as they gave everything they could. As always! But you can't help notice when Jungkook comes off stage, he swipes at his hair aggressively and walks with his head down right past you.

"Kook?" You whisper quickly when he passes but he doesn't respond, he continues walking while pulling his earpiece out and unclipping the wires.

"He... sorry, he's pissed off at himself... again" Jimin smiles sympathetically at you as he passes a moment later.

"Jimin? Wait..." Jimin pauses and looks back at you, "... why is he annoyed again? It looked good?" You say instantly; your mind thinking of how Jungkook is.

"He, you know Kook by now, he's too hard on himself, thinks he could have danced better, dunno..." Jimin shrugs his shoulders sadly as Jin catches hold of his arm taking him away from you and with the others.

After ten minutes or so, Beom had disappeared into their changing room and not come back out but then the others started to appear, Beom following right behind; "Y/N? Jungkook asked to speak to you, he's, I think he's overthinking about his performance, like he does... I think you give friendly advice that he could do with right now. Go talk to him, I'll move the guys to the cars okay?"

Jimin takes a glance at you and you throw him a tiny smile.

Before Beom can say anymore Sung Jin comes striding down the corridor, to be honest you'd totally forgotten that he was going to come and see how the performance went seeing as it was a home show.

"Y/N? Please go speak to Jungkook he is beating himself up Beom just told me, I know you're great with the guys and a friendly face and kind words is what we need right now! The performance was totally okay, it was good, he shouldn't be so hard on himself!"

Beom strides the others in the opposite direction towards the exit!

"Yes sir of course I was just going" you nod politely and dash away towards the dressing room Jungkook was still inside of.

"Y/N? I will leave a car outside for you both I am going to instruct Beom to leave with everyone before people catch onto the fact we are still inside here and cause chaos outside. I have to speak to the tv crew and then I'll make my way out, if you need me at all please call me I'll come and assist!"

"Yes sir, thank you"

You walk away grab hold of the handle on the dressing room door; your mind is on overdrive, call if you need assistance from Sung Jin, what, assist with a guy that you've been fucking?

"Jungkook?" You shove the door open and see him jump up from the sofa he was crashed on, "what's wrong? You were good out th..." you don't get anything else out as Jungkook surges forward and crashes his lips to yours hard and forceful but you're quick to shove him away.

"Jungkook! Stop!"

"No... Y/N please stop... I need you... I..."

"No! You stop! What's wrong? This isn't going to solve anything?" Jungkook's eyes look sad and he steps backwards.

"Sorry" he mumbles.

"Hey" you move forward closing the gap and gently cup his cheek with your hand, "... hey, look at me, what's wrong? Talk to me?"

Jungkook tries again, pulling you in closer and going in to kiss you and once again you shove him away and he suddenly breaks.

"I'm sorry, sorry I shouldn't have done that... I... sorry, I was shit out there my dancing was off, when we're supposed to show them how great we are, I did it again, I fucked up! And..."

"No you didn't" you step forward getting closer to him again and staring softly right at him, Jungkook looks up.

"I did, I was off beat twice, I could've done better, I should've done better!" he sighs with sad eyes.

"No Jungkook, you were fine it was amazing, even Sung Jin just told me you go too hard on yourself because it was good!"

Jungkook shrugs his shoulders.

You step forward again once more and put your hands on his waist and then pull him into a hug, he falls into the embrace almost immediately; "tell me what was wrong?" You whisper when he leans his head on your shoulder and you run your hands down his back, gently tracing your fingertips over his sweat soaked shirt, it should be disgusting but it's far from it!

"I've got a massive headache, my head is banging horribly, I think I went too hard in the dance practice this morning and I... I skipped breakfast"

You feel his warm breath hit your neck and you run your fingertips gently through his hair; "that's probably why you're feeling the way you're feeling right now then?"

He sighs into your neck and hugs you tighter.

You both stand there in the hug, in the embrace, silently until the crack of the door handle moving makes you jump apart; "all sorted?" It's Sung Jin sticking his head through the door and looking right at you both.

"Sorted! Right Jungkook?" You smile at Sung Jin and then Jungkook.

He nods with a tiny hum.

"Good, by the way, Jungkook?" Sung Jin stares.

"Yes sir?"

"You did good out there, I hope Y/N here has provided some friendly words of encouragement to prove to you that you are too hard on yourself, now, I'll get going, there's a car outside for you two, enjoy the night as you please! I'll see you tomorrow for a briefing about the tour" and with that Sung Jin leaves the dressing room and Jungkook slides up next to you.

"Told you" you smile when he looks at you.

"I don't wanna go home, please can I go to yours?" Jungkook asks shyly as he grips your little finger.

"I don't want you to go home either" you smile at him with a whisper and he drops his head kissing you lightly which this time you reciprocate immediately and then you intertwine your fingers with his.

When you break apart you stare right at him with soft eyes, "please come back to mine?"

"Let's go" he smiles picking up his bag and dragging you towards the door.