YOURS TRULY

Part 26

Her last few words reached her father, who was sitting on the couch a few feet away and letting out a dry chuckle he said, "If Ratul had heard you-"

"- the amount of swelling of his chest would have caused a medical condition!" Arun laughed raising a peal of laughter finishing Suvro's sentence.

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"You brokeup with her?" Paromita's gaze pinned on her brother's face, frown formed on her face as she tried to understand him. But Akash's inside was way too messed up to be cleared by himself- it was unfathomable for anyone else. "What are thinking bhai?" His constant question to himself voiced out by his sister thus igniting irritation in him. What was he thinking? As if it was even explicit to him, however ,it was. It seemed like Akash was living in a constant dilemma even though his mind was decided and stubborn about it.

As much as clarified and determined his mind was it seemed like for everyone else around him it was that much impossible to understand.

"What are you doing? What are you thinking - at this point, I seriously have no idea." Paromita sighed shaking her head, disappointed.

"When Bubun brought the girl home, I agree not all of us were happy about it, well, the girl was not Bengali-" Poulee cchimedin putting down a tray of three mugs of tea iin frontof her children.

"Uh! Maa! That's not a point!" Irritated Paromita looked at her mother dismissively. She was a well educated upper-middle-class woman, a doctor, daughter of a doctor and a professor and married to one - talking about 'non-Bengali and Bengali' differences was not something she approved. Well, at least not publicly, in front of her brother, now, when she was determined to council him out of his situation. No matter how much she had hated the idea of her brother marrying a Punjabi girl coming from a business background, and had expressed disappointment to her mother mildly before saying "whatever, if he is happy you know -" and then shrugged, but this was not the time to carry on that discussion.

Since the gynaecology appointment this afternoon Paromita was extremely disappointed and frustrated. This November would mark the second anniversary of her wedding and she was going out of her mind about the lack of her pregnancy. She could feel whisper around her whenever and wherever she went to a family function, some extremely curious relatives even asked the questions to her and moreover it seemed like Rivu had no care about it. "Mitu, stop being so stressed about it, it will happen when it will happen, baby! and it's our life, why would you even care what Topun kakima said? Topun is a guy's name anyway!" He had said.

"It's not funny Rivu! I want to get pregnant this year! Swati got married after us, she has a baby now." Paromita had glared at her husband.

"Well, next time maybe Swati should make her husband wear a condom." Rivu had shrugged with a wink before reaching for the book from his table.

It frustrated Paromita to the bone and the doctor saying her to relax as well, did not do any good to her annoyance. Hence coming to her parent's she poured all the frustration on her brother. 'Why all of these men are so fucking selfish!!! Won't they think once for us?' The back of her mind oozed fire.

Poulee however didn't think that much but look at her daughter with hurt eyes, "no I am not saying that," she stammered, "I mean, latter we agreed no? We were fine with it. And what's her name?...."

"Raina."

"Yes! Raina was a very sweet girl as well. I don't understand why bring her home if you weren't going to marry her?"

"Fine! I apologize! I am immensely sorry for bringing her home to meet you!" Not being able to take it anymore Akash lashed out. "I don't understand what is there to think Divai! She wants to get married now, I said okay. But then she wants me to get a job-"

"You should get a job! You will be twenty-eight this 25th of October Akash! Maa will retire next year, Baba is getting retired next month!" The big sister told her brother.

"And that's not a piece of new information for me Devai! I know that! I know fucking everything!" Akash jumped on his seat. "But why it has to be my responsibility always? I got a job right after my graduation, you weren't even out of university then yet! Did anyone ttellany of these to you? If you weren't married and wanted to pursue further education, which you did, none of said anything to you-"

"No, but I got married at your age, didn't I? Because it was time! If I hadn't and had been ridiculously stubborn like you, everyone would have said something. Now it's your time-"

"I want to pursue a PhD for now why don't you people understand that! I want to research, I want to go to places where this thesis will take me, for now, Bihar, Jharkhand, West Bengal, also maybe later Nepal, Bangladesh - but even though she has a job she can't possibly let me do that, with my money nonetheless, what - what else was there for me scavenge you tell me?"

The brother and sister kept on arguing and the stunned mother sat there. Her daughter's word 'it was time' kept ringing in her ear. Her life never ran on time, so when did her children become a part of this race! Who asked them to? She never asked Paromita why she got married without thinking twice when she asked her to. Was it because of time? All their life she was the one to say what they can do or not, who was this now telling Paromita about this time? She looked over her daughter with worries in her eyes...

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