You're hurting me by healing me
Because I've grown too fond of you
And it's just niceness on your part
Oh my stupid heart
I'll take it out
Someway somehow
Bash my head in
Or do something
I swear you are
So very nice
So why can't that suffice?
Now I see the world in blue
The colour of sadness, and you
Blue skies bring tears, he said
Indeed, they really do
Doldrums and a drumming heart
Tearing the distance apart
Or so I wish and beg and dream
Rehearse, repress, and scream
You don't know a thing
About the way you make me sing
No, not at all
I play this song, it's just for you
Just you
Now it's only ever you
But me, I'm only me
No matter what I do
I know I'll never be
Right enough for you
So destroy this defective, disgusting body
Ugly and so useless
All it does is get in the way
All is does is cause me pain
Or is the problem in my brain?
Maybe it's simple: I'm just insane
My mind, a glitching machine
Hearts all over my screen
Plagued with malware
Because machines aren't supposed to feel a thing
It goes against the program
To love you
But it's only code that works
My password is your name
I open to your eyes
So help us both and pull the plug
Save yourself and me
From this butterfly called Misery
Come and set me free
From the abysmal agony
Cut the heartstring wires
Smash the heart to smithereens
Just a flaw in a faulty machine
So it will stop feeling
If this is not what you want
