ADMIRER. ↠ K. JUNKYU

last entry; 16

kim junkyu pov

i opened my locker, expecting to see notes. it always made my day, especially when i'm not in the mood. each time, it never failed to make me smile.

i was expecting a heart shaped note and cute letterings. instead i got a lined note, the note crinkling as it looked like it was replaced with tears.

i quickly took the note and read it.

my eyes smiled at the first sentence, since she still tried giving notes to me.

my eyes still smiled as i read the second one.

my eyebrows furrowed at the third sentence. "but in her letter she always seemed happy.."

my eyes watered at the fourth sentence. one part of me hoped she survived. the other part of me i knew would not be so happy.

i smiled softly at the fifth sentence. i knew her. she was the first person i laid my eyes on in freshman year. but i didn't have the chance to talk to her.

my heart crushed at the last sentence.

"i'm sorry i didn't help you in time."

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man..idk how i feel abt this one