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𝐝𝐞'𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐢 𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐤𝐚 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐭𝐡
oh if y'all wondering what my son name is it's haiser syri Mcdrew smith it sounded so pretty to me ion kno why
" you ready so we can go up here " my ma said
" not really..." i said sucking my teeth in
" you needa be " she said
" mhm " i got in the car
today we was going to this lady house Who adopted my son they said I could visit him on weekends so that's what i'm finna go do. i was kinda nervous though ion kno how he look or anything, how he acted.
" mom what if he don't like me..." i asked
" he gone like you " she reassured
" i can't believe a child i birthed is one years old time goes by fast " i smiling
" coming to think of it where's deon at..." my ma asked
" do he help you with the baby " she said
" yeah he with him right now..."
" that's good...that's good " she nodded
" you gon tell him bout this baby " she looked over at me for a slight second. i leaned back in my seat
" huh de'amani "
" i just feel like i should be able to tell him when i want to not on everybody else's time..." i huffed
" you shouldn't have kept it from him in the first place " she said. i rolled my eyes ignoring her
" you know i'm right "
" i really don't care " i said
" ouuuu child yo mouth is getting smart..." she sucked her teeth
i ignored her and plugged my phone to the aux so i can play some music
Balloons are deflatin' Guess they look lifeless like me We miss you on your side of the bed, mmm Still got your things here And they stare at me like souvenirs Don't wanna let you out my head
Just like the day that I met you The day I thought forever Said that you love me But that'll last for never It's cold outside Like when you walked out my life Why you walked out my life?
I get like this every time On these days that feel like you and me Heartbreak anniversary 'Cause I remember every time On these days that feel like you and me Heartbreak anniversary Do you ever think of me?
No (Ooh) No-no, no (Ooh, ooh, ooh) Ooh, nah
I'm buildin' my hopes up Like presents unopened 'til this day I still see the messages you read, mmm I'm foolishly patient (Foolishly patient) Can't get past the taste of your lips (Taste of your lips) Don't wanna let you out my head
Just like the day that I met you The day I thought forever Said that you love me But that'll last for never It's cold outside Like when you walked out my life Why you walked out my life?
I get like this every time On these days that feel like you and me Heartbreak anniversary 'Cause I remember every time On these days that feel like you and me Heartbreak anniversary Do you ever think of me?
Of me 'Cause I think of you, think of you
the song ended and i played another one
Go
I ain't ever ran from a nigga (no I ain't never, ever) If I did, cut my legs off (right now) I ain't never been with the ho talk, snitch talk, always talking 'bout his fault (no) Yeah, I'm a stand up nigga, got my bands up nigga, you don't wanna see me pissed off (real talk) Never tell a lie to a bitch, dawg (no) When it come to them, you gotta play it raw And I'll never ever let the fuckery get to me (why not?) Niggas ain't worth my energy (what you had to do?) Cut 'em off, make 'em feel it I ain't dealing with nothing if it don't make sense to me (never ever ever) I'll never ever ever go against my kind for some niggas on the other side (never ever ever) I'll never ever ever put a bitch 'fore the money, gotta get it when it come to mine
i cut the music off as we pulled up to the peoples house.
they must be rich...
" you ready..." my ma said
" yeah " i said getting out the car. we walked up the stairs knocking on the door, it swung open with a little girl standing there holding a doll
move bitch...
" yo ma hea..." i asked
"mommmm!" the la girl yelled. A heavyset darkskin lady came to the door
" were here to see jer'emani..." i said
" that's not his name anymore it's Samuel and come in " she moved out the way. me and mama walked in looking around
" he's right here " she said. we followed her to a playroom where two babies were playing
" i'll come back inna hour..." she yawned walking out. i bent down to his level
" hiii baby " i cooed picking him up. he had his pacifier in so i guess that's why he wasn't crying
" him sooo cute " my mama said. he started reaching for something
" can he eat this fruit cup..." she asked. it broke my heart not knowing nothing about him
" you gotta ask his mo-" i stopped myself. she nodded and walked out
i put him and down and took his pacifier out. he started smiling and laughed
" balu " he said standing up. he was bowlegged asf
" you want a bottle " i said
" yesh balu " he said playing with more toys
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i'm tryna start back making long chapters but it's hard....
