Tied With You ✅

30. Twins

LEAVE ME ALONE ..GET THE HELL OUT HERE

I shouted at my mother unknowingly I seriously shocked by my own reaction my mother too shocked its the first time I shouted at her in my entire life I was seriously sick of my parents overly protective nature I want to breath for a moment ...I want to eat what I like I want to free from the uneasiness I am feeling from yesterday I feel like something is bad is going to happen that's why my angels are restless and that Forth he didn't call me till now ..my all pressure I took it out on my mother , I cried holding my stomach I cant do this anymore I want Forth now I want his warmth I know it was my decision to sent him away the worst decision I made I suffered a lot without him I missed him . I missed to sleep with him but what to do I dont want him to regret later for not doing internship on time ...I know he will never going to compliant he is a very good husband I ever get

My mom hugged me tightly and rubbed my back to ease my pain her eyes has tears I know she got hurt ...I never intended to hurt her she is the best mom I ever asked for she loves me like her life depend on me ...

I a....m s,,or....ry m...o..m.... my..int..ention was ...no.t to hurt ..you I told her while controlling my emotions

Baby I know how it feels ...I know you miss Forth ..you don't have to eat this veggies baby I will make your favorite ..we can cheat today ok baby She told me while rubbing my back he took the bowl with her she understood me without my words that's why she is my best mom

Sometimes later mom came back with my favorite sandwich which i asked for her to make few days back and she refused due to my health condition , we both talked a lot when I ate the sandwich my little demons become angels again they stopped kicking ..I called my babies demon how can I call my precious babies demons ..I feel like crying again I am a bad mother I called them demons

When my mom saw me crying she was dumbfounded earlier I was happy now why I am crying my emotional state again made my babies to kick me restlessly she was confused what to do i seriously don't know what happened to me ...I felt a familiar smell near me and again my babies are calming down due to comfort they felt from the nearness of the smell ..I felt two strong arms hugging me and rubbing my back I know who he is without opening my eyes its Forth...he came back early I was happy but I don't want to open my eyes if its a dream it will vanish if I open my eyes ..

Baby angels calm down ..don't hurt your mother ...you are hurting him by kicking Forth told to our babies by rubbing my baby bump I slowly opened my eyes..I saw Forth with a bright smile he kissed my forehead

You are doing well baby .....hang for some more days ..I will be with you Forth told me and cupped my face

I am a bad person Forth....I called them demons ...I cried again Forth was looking at me fondly

Ok baby ...you can call them what ever you want they are ours they know you always love them no matter what name you give to them Forth told me while wiping my tears

My mom left the room when Forth came I didn't notice that ...I was tired but I don't want to sleep ....my tiredness take control over me and I slept while holding Forth .....

Forth's POV

These 3 months was hell for me leaving beam and my twins with the care of his parents ...that was the worst decision ..I seriously didn't wanted that but my grumpy kitten was very persistent to send me away even if he cant live without seeing me a day ...everyday I call him till he sleeps but yesterday I was busy due to complete my task of the coming 3 weeks and I want to surprise my babies by showing up earlier than they expect me to show ...

When I reached at our room I saw Beam is crying holding the bed sheet tightly.. I rushed to him and hugged ma Thanu patted my head and she left us alone in that room I felt Beam is relaxing along with my restless babies...I know they are making his days and night more painful ..I coaxed my babies they calmed down I told Beam that he is doing well but he cried again his mood swings are unpredictable

He told me he called our babies Demons ..oh now I know why he is crying he is regretting to call our angels demons but I know he was hurt at that time he called that because of the pain not because of hatred so I consoled him by soothing words ..i can hear soft snores from him so I come to know that he slept I slowly put him on mattress and adjusted the pillow to give him more comfort while sleeping ..i went to Bathroom for a quick shower and came back to join my babies to bed I missed cuddling my babies.

I woke up from sleep when I felt a hand on my shoulder I opened my eyes to find my mom she asked me to come out she left from there I slowly put my sleeping husband to the pillow whose head was previously placed on my chest

I closed the door slowly and went to living room to meet our parents ...ma Thanu , pa Adi ..mom and dad was there ,they were discussing something seriously I slowly made my way to them

I saw serious look on their face ...finally ma Thanu spoke

Forth....we want to tell you something ..Its not a good news you need to calm yourself and listen its about Beam and the babies

I don't know what they wanted to say but from the looks I can feel the news is something bad ..my heart is beating fast my mind is having so many bad thoughts like are they ok?? Are there any problem with twins ?? Is Beam ok? so many questions

Forth .may be we will loose one of the twins during the delivery ....because one of their heart beat is very low compared to other one ma Thanu told me with tears in her eyes she was shaking while saying I saw my mom is also crying ..I don't know what to feel ..I felt like my world is going to crush ..how can I tell this to Beam

Dont tell this to Beam..his condition is already very vulnerable Forth ...I dont want to loose him Ma Thanu cried holding my hand

You have to be strong for him Forth ...you need to stand with him in this worst situation Pa Adi told me

When you guys found this I asked them ma Thanu spoke again

2 months back ...on that day onwards I tried to make everything to make the three of them safe but sorry Forth still its the same its become more week , the doctor said the constant kick from one of the babies because he or she can feel the uneasiness of other one , ...Forth babies heart beat is too low that she or he could go from this world .......any moment

Tears started to flow from my eyes ..my mom hugged me and told

Forth baby cry ....cry ..just cry and get rid of the emotions once you go back to your room never ever cry or show your sadness in front of Beam ..ok

Ok mom ..I cried holding don't know how much time it took me to calm my self down .I slowly made my way back to my room where my babies sleeping

I rubbed the bulged belly of Beam I controlled the tears that try to flow from my eyes ...the thought of loosing one of them is breaking my heart ..I dont know when it actually happen how can I control myself how can I console Beam ..I am sure he will blame himself for that ...

To be continued............