On and Offline - 사랑해 [Part 2 of New Text Received]

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Christopherrr~
That's a fact, Ari

Me
I hate you

LeeKnowIsAHoe
Aria was drunk ahahahahaha
It would be sooooo funny if she texted here during that time

Me
Like...some other person?

LeeKnowIsAHoe
Oh I know exactly what u mean, Aria
Ahahahahaha

Christopherrr~
Hey...

JustSpilledMyTae
You flirted Aria when you were drunk ahahahahaha
U would've never thought she'd fall for a celebrity instead of u, right?

Christopherrr~
I'm sure she fell for me

Me
I didn't

Christopherrr~
Yeah sure

LeeKnowIsAHoe
I don't believe you either
You flirted back ahahahaha

JustSpilledMyTae
Yessss I remember
Sorry @Christopherrr~
You almost had her

Me
You guys are a pain in the ass
I'm leaving

Christopherrr~
Tired?

Me
Still not TT

Christopherrr~
Okidoki haha

LeeKnowIsAHoe
But she can't stand us anymore

JustSpilledMyTae
Fair enough

Me
Bye bitcheeeees

I got up from the couch in the lounge and headed towards my room. "There you are finally!", Chris laughed. "Yeah, I didn't want to see you, jerk", I teased him and let myself fall onto the bed. "Arghhhh it is like eleven o'clock and I'm still not tired! Not even a little bit! It's exhausting to think about how I'm not exhausted...does that make sense?", I blubbered randomly. "Uhm well at least I can follow your thoughts haha", Chan giggled and sat up. "How did you like our little vacation?" "It was really cool! We've never been on vacation before with the boys, right? Since we left Australia it was always work..." "Yeah you're right...I also enjoyed it a lot. I feel like this trip got everyone a little closer to each other. Especially you two with the rest of our crackhead gang" I nodded. "I think I got closer with Seungmin and Minho now!" "That's really nice. You got along well before but I think it's nice to be even closer" "Yeah, I appreciate that too. Alison and I develop a deep friendship with you guys... and also, I wanted to let you know that I got even closer with you as well" Chan raised his eyebrows. "How?" "I don't know how to describe it. Well maybe the physical closeness helped me to feel less tense around you" "You felt tense?" "Yeah...a little. But don't get me wrong, it's not because of you! I'm just not feeling that comfortable around people really quick. It takes time. But I think the ice broke just now in these last few days and I'm thankful" Chan nodded understanding. Suddenly he crawled onto my legs. "Did you know that your soft words really made me feel confident about myself?", he asked with a warm smile. I looked at him with an amused smile on my lips. "Dude what are you up to?" "Kissing you, what else!" I laughed about his casual answer and crossed my arm. "Go ahead if you manage to do it!" He grabbed my wrists laughing and pulled them aside gently. "You're weak, how could I not manage to do it?" I rolled my eyes. "I'm just not as swole as you pfff" Then he made me shut up by gently pressing his lips onto mine. I let my head sink onto a pillow and closed my eyes. He kissed me more intensely and played around with my hair. Suddenly he pulled back but kissed my neck. "C-chan what are you doing?", I asked surprised. Him kissing my neck felt extremely good but I can't...He looked into my eyes shortly as if he wanted to seek some kind of permission. I probably looked confused since Chan gave me a little smile as encouragement. He started kissing my neck again and I gulped while my pulse rose. He stopped and made me touch his stomach under his shirt. I looked up at him again. "Chan, I don't know if I can do this...", I mumbled and almost forgot to breathe. "Do you wanna try? Whenever you feel uncomfy, tell me..." Should we really...I sighed. We've been dating for over a year now...maybe I should just give in. I smiled a little forced and nodded. I slowly pulled his shirt off and he did the same with mine. Then I led his head to mine softly and started kissing him again. "Now...you really wanna do it?", he asked with a tender voice and looked at me caring. I smiled. "Yes"

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