why? (shirabu x reader)

Chapter 3

~Y/N's POV~

I woke up in an unfamiliar bed. I looked around trying to remember what happened.
"Is this Honari's house?" I said in my head. I got up and started walking outside the room.
"Honari..?" I said when I saw the girl sit on the couch looking down.
"Y/N, YOU'RE AWAKE!" She said and then came running, hugging me tight.
"Ow, too tight.."
"Y/N, what was in your mind? Why the hell did you try to do that? Never scare me like that again." She said softly before letting me go.

I looked down at the floor, feeling bad for making her worried about me. The suicide attempt should've succeeded, and then nobody would've suffered. Or that's what I would like to say.
"I'm sorry.." I said quietly trying not to break down.
"Don't worry about it. Just know that I am always here for you. You should also thank the boy for saving you."
..Well, at that I just gave a nod.

After talking to the girl for a little bit more, we made our way to school since it was starting soon.

AT SCHOOL

Once we walked in, I kept looking at the floor, hoping the guys from yesterday won't be around and won't notice me. Just my luck thought. They were right at the cafeteria.

~Shiratorizawa Team's POV~

We were just eating, trying to get our thoughts off from what happened yesterday. What Shirabu told us seemed.. harsh...
"Guys, isn't that the girl from yesterday.?" a boy named Goshiki said.
At the words, everyone's heads raised up, looking where the boy was looking. It really was her. F/N L/N. Everyone felt bad for the girl and was afraid to talk to her. Shirabu was the one most concerned since he was the one who witnessed what she was trying to do.

~Y/N's POV~

Great.. They're looking at me. "Can we please go to class already?" I asked Honari  trying to avoid talking to these guys.
"No, you have to thank Shirabu for saving you." She grabbed my arm, and walked towards them.
They all looked so confused, it was so embarrassing.
"AHEM. Y/N?" Honari said and pushed me infront of her.
For a moment I froze, but after some seconds I snapped out of the gaze and tried to talk. "Thanks for saving me.. Shirabu..."
I told the boy. He wasn't really focussing at what I was telling him, which made me confused. He was looking at my sleeve.
Tendou hit him gently to "wake" him up.
"A-Ah, no worries.. I hope everything's fine now..." The boy said shyly.
"Mhm." I looked away while nodding.
"Anyways, thank you for your time and sorry for the bother, have a nice day!" Honari said, then pulled me away and started walking to class.