Jotaro looked around the class and he looked at you, you felt someone staring at you and looked over and locked eyes with him, you immediately broke contact and returned your attention to the class, he then went to the back of the class and sat down.
When class was over you quickly gathered your stuff and left, you did so after you saw Jotaro walking up to you, you assumed that he want to hurt you with his words again so you immediately left.
For the rest of the school day he tried to approach you but you kept running away, sometimes you had to hide somewhere so you could avoid him.
When you got back home you heard your parents fighting again, you took off your shoes and went upstairs to your room, you didn't want to listen to them fight again.
You let your bag fall on the floor and changed out of your school uniform, you sighed and you run your hands through your hair and sat down, you took out your homework and decided to get done with it.
After you were done you took a few papers and started writing.
'dear mom and dad
I'm sorry for causing you so many problems, I'm sorry that because of me the two of you are always fighting, I'm sorry that you have a daughter like me... Sorry for being such a disappointment.
I know that if I were never to exist that the both of you could be with someone else, it's because of me that the two of you are forced to live together, that you were forced to get married.
You don't have to worry about me though, I'll disappear from your lives and then you can live like you did before I existed. '
You marked that one as 'to mom and dad', you then wrote a little note to your Bullies and last but not least.... To Jotaro.
'dear jotaro,
I don't know what I did to make you push me away, to talk to me in such a way, if I did anything... I'm sorry.
You were my first friend and my last, every second I spend with you was the happiest seconds of my life, it made me forget about my troubles....
When you told me that you wanted me out of your life it was the time that something broke inside me, I guess that's what I got for having a crush on you.
When you first started calling me names... Bitch, annoying bitch, useless shit and other names it broke me even more.
If you hate me that much then I have great news for you, I'll leave... Forever and you won't have to see my ugly face again, with that being said, goodbye Jotaro'
You wiped your tears and folded this letter and placed it in your school uniform jacket with the others.
The next day you walked in the school and the Bullies were surprised that you had a bright smile on your face, you were never like that.
"why are you smiling like that you idiot?" one of them asked.
"because it's a nice day, and I have a feeling that it'll get better" you said as you smiled at them and went over to your seat, even Jotaro was surprised to see you like that, it's been a while since you last smiled and he missed that.
When it was time for lunch someone grabbed your hand and started dragging you, you looked up and saw Jotaro, you tried pulling away but he didn't let you.
"hey! You're hurting me!" you said as he dragged you to the rooftop.
'is he going to do it for me?' you thought, he opened the door and pushed you out, you tripped on your step and fell.
"why did you do that!?" you asked him as you looked up at him.
"why are you so happy today?" he asked in an emotionless tone.
"what!? I'm not supposed to be happy?" you asked him as you got up and dusted yourself.
"what are those letters?" he asked as he pointed to the ground, you looked down and went to pick them up but he did.
"hey!!! Give them back!! These are personal!!" you said as you tried to get them away from him but you couldn't, he opened one of the letters and looked at it.
You stepped back and knew what was about to come.
'he'll probably tell me to do it quickly, he's going to tell me how much he hates me and then encourage me to do it' you said as you looked down, you felt your eyes burning one more time.
"that's why you were so happy?.... Why?" he asked in disbelief after he read all the letters, you looked up at him with tears in your eyes.
"why? Why!?!? Wouldn't it be better for everyone if I just jumped off the roof to my death!!??" you asked him as you smiled.
"everyone seems to hate me!! My parents, everyone in this school... Even you!!! So I'm going to do everyone this favor and erase my existence from this world!!!" you said as you clenched at your shirt, he looked at you with a shocked look.
"why are you so shocked huh? Didn't you tell me years ago that you don't want to see my face ever again?!!?? It might took me years to build up the courage to do it but now I'm ready to leave and you'll never see me again!!!" you said as you turned around and began to walk but you were suddenly hugged.
"what are you doing!!? Let me go!! " you said as you tried to get away from him but he didn't let you go.
"did I hurt you that much?" he asked as his voice cracked.
"is that even a question? Can't you see yourself how I am?" you asked him as you still tried to get away from him.
He started shaking as he hugged you tighter, he buried his face on the crook of your neck, you felt your shirt getting wet by his tears.
"I'm sorry.... I'm sorry for the pain that I caused you, I was just so angry that period of time that I took it out on you unknowingly, after I realized my mistake I didn't know how to approach you and apologize so I pretended that I didn't like you.... Which in reality I loved you, I hated how the others bullied you but at the same time I didn't know what to do.... Please... Don't do anything stupid... You can't leave me as well" he said as he cried on your shoulder.
"do I have to except your apology?... How do I know that you're not just playing a prank on me and that after I except your apology you're going to humiliate me?" you asked him in a dangerous tone.
"I'm telling the truth, I won't hurt you ever again... Please don't leave me like they did" he whispered the last part but you heard it.
The two of you skipped the entire school day and comforted each other
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Jotaro x reader oneshots
RandomIt's basically Jotaro x reader oneshots. Will contain!! -smut -fluff -angst -sensitive content but it will have a warning in the chapter it'll be -slight gore
I'm Sorry
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