Y/n's Point of View
"E-erwin"
"How did you know, Y/n?"
I felt like im gonna fall down the hard ground any minute now. I dont know what to say i can't even look at Erwin straight in the eyes.
"Please, tell me..." I looked at Erwin, i want to ran towards him and hug him. But i cant...
"Im sorry..." I whispered and slowly kneel down right infront of him.
"Why?" I looked up to Erwin, he was looking at me but i quickly looked down on the ground.
"Why didn't you told me, that you know everything that's gonna happen?.... Y/n i trusted you..."
I gulped why didn't i just told him from the very start.
"I didn't told you, bevause i dont want to mess up the plot...." I silently cried, begging for his apology but i think he will never forgive me....
"W-what do you mean?" from the way Erwin talked to me i know i hurted him.
"Im not from this world" I bite my lips, i heard silence.
I look up to Erwin, i can see the darkness on his eyes. He kneel down right infront of me i went down looking at the ground while tears still falling down from my cheeks.
"I can't understand, i trusted you. But why did you lied to me?" I can hear the coldness in his voice. I feel guilty and hate for myself at the same time.
"E-erwin N-no!, i trusted you so much." I breath heavily and faced him "I trust you, because i love you"
"But why did you lied to me!?" i got scared at the way how erwin shouted at me, but i didnt made myself look down.
"I did that because.... I dont want you to get hurt" I heard him laugh.
"We'll it hurts even more that you hide the truth from me Y/n...." i heard him chuckled "So Y/n, so you know who's gonna die next right? Am i gonna die with them"
I clench my hands into a fist, it hurts me that i lied to him. Im such a dumbass for not telling him the truth...
I became speechless, i dont even know if i can tell him that i know that he is going to die.
"Answer me Y/n! Didnt you know you made me a-" i didnt let him finish, i stared straight into his eyes with tears frowning at him making him look at the guilt i am feeling right now.
"Yes your gonna die! Your happy now? I know that everyone here is going to die! Why? Because all of you who's living here are only fictional characters!!!!, fictional characters that i can read using a book, i can watch using a television. Because Erwin none of you are real Even you! You are not real!!!!" I screamed at him with all my might, i saw the expression on Erwin's face he was shock and hurt at the same time.
I fall down to the ground crying, i didnt know this day would come. I lied to the man i love i even told him the truth.
" I just came here, just to see you. Just to hold you. Just to tell you how much i love you" It hurts..." It hurts that everyday i wake up in the morning only imagining im hugging you, imagining your holding my hand everytime i walk alone down the streets. I didn't come here for you to know what you really are...."
"Y/n..." I didnt bother to look at him i still put my head down while tears are falling down my cheeks.
"I came here because im so inlove with you....Im sorry..." I sniffed, why and why am i so inlove with this man.
"You know, the first time i saw you laying down outside the HQ. I was kinda wondering who you are" i heard Erwin talking with a calm voice " But i didn't know that the day i saw you the day i fell inlove with you"
I gulp, hearing those words makes me happy and hurt at the same time.
"That day when you hold my hand, when our eyes met for the first time. I already knew that your mine" I put my right hand on my mouth to avoid crying so loud.
"But i didn't know, that the girl i fell inlove with, The girl who made me fall for her. Doesn't exist in our world, while me i don't exist in they're world" I closed my eyes i can feel in Erwin's voice he was hurt.
"Im sorry" that's what all i can say.
"Mike,Levi let's call this mission a fail. And handcuff Y/n" I gasp and suddenly looked at him"
"E-erwin!?"
"Now, after we arrived at the HQ. Lock her down the Donegeon, she needs some explaining to do." Erwin said and walk away i was about to reach him when he stopped.
"Y/n...." He looked at me "I hate you" then he walked away.
I didnt moved i became speechless, Mike and Levi handcuffed me and put me inside a carriage.
He told me that he trusted me..
He told me that he likes me...He told me he was inlove with me...
Then later on...
After i lied after i told him the truth...
He became cold...
And later on he told me that he hates me....
Y/n i hate you......
But... I love you... Erwin....
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".In My Dream's You're with Me."
FanfictionYou are inlove with a fictional character named Erwin Smith. A Commander of the Survey Corps in an anime named Attack on Titan. You're inlove with him so much, you cant stop thingking about him. Making fake scenerios inside your head, making yoursel...